.. Alright, I'm sorry for my sudden outburst. To be honest, I have a lot of pent up rage and anger, that I put myself down easily and give up, then I become happy, then sad, then the cycle starts all over again.. It's just, I feel like I have nothing to offer and strive only to see others happy, and now I need to think of myself before I do that. So, for now on, I won't go out of my way to talk to someone, if they want to talk, then they can start a conversation instead of me. I'm tired of having to do all of the talking and cheering someone up, just for them to ignore my advice. I'm not going to go out of my way, to just end up making myself cry.
So, for the roleplayers and people that I talk to, I'll start again on Wednesday with a more fresher attitude, but, don't expect me to talk a whole lot, because I'm planning on making a couple of books so, I'll leave you all alone now. Goodnight.