Time for some serious talk with the tea sniffing asshat.
Whether you find this important or not, I'll explain why I haven't been around for ages.
I found school to be one of the causes due to the constant piling up of schoolwork and the stress of being a part of a batch that is to be "moved up" to the 11th and 12th levels of my education. I know that I could have at least tried to balance out work and play, (I was very much able to do so back then) but I honestly do have trouble with focus and setting my priorities properly. I actually didn't do very well in my past grade levels because of how distracted I can get and I suppose it does sound rather pathetic of me to be so petty when it comes to setting things like a normal 16 year old. I felt very much relieved to see that I had good marks on my most recent report card but, I am actually scared of seeing these marks drop.
I'm probably going to get judged for voicing this out and such. Sure, I'm another person that falls into the category, another person that is to be labelled as an attention seeker or a fake at this point. I'll say it, I'm not okay and I'm struggling with my mental health. A lot has happened to me and I have to accept that fact that it came to me for unknown reasons as well as a sort of punishment for my mistakes. I love wattpad and I love roleplaying but I'm having a hard time finding the motivation. I'm really sorry about this but, I'm not going to be doing much here and I want to get out of this horrific limbo before I can come back here to roleplay once more. I won't be replying to any rps but, I will answer questions when I have the time to do so.