T R A P P E D.

Stay true to yourself, Jen. Don’t lose yourself ever. You’ve got this, Ale. You can get over this. Don’t let the whispers get to you. Breathe. It’s almost over. Breathe. 

I’m not okay....don’t lose yourself, Ale. Don’t lose yourself to your bad side. You’ve got this. You can do it. Just breathe. Breathe. Breathe. It’ll all be over soon. Just breathe....don’t you even dare think about it...just breathe. 

I need help....someone help me...please...

Stop crying, you idiot! Just stop! Start acting like your old self, please! Please! Why won’t you come back? When will this fucking stop? When will you be happy again? Stop crying for Christ sakes! 

Why do I even bother sticking around for people? I feel that I’m losing myself each and every fucking day. Be positive— don’t lose patience. Breathe. Get help. Go for help. Stop being a wimp and start begging for help, you idiot. 

Why can’t there be a fucking single person out in this world that understands you? T-That actually cares about you...

Why won’t you get over it already? Fucking hell...I hate people. 

listen,, no matter what i am here to help you. please, open up to me.

How did I go from this okay girl— to this girl struggling to breathe while choking on her own sobs. 

go kill yourself already.