-elmisa

i know i barely go on here anymore but i just want to say that i saw nct127 in the flesh and i don’t wanna go on

-elmisa

there are so so SO many stories in my drafts that i wrote in 2017 and never looked back at. i thought they were so bad. but they’re not. i read them all just now and they’re so good. and i am not one to compliment my own work like, ever. 
          
          but at this point, i don’t know if i want to publish them. they have ideas down, some with outlines and an ending planned, 1-5 chapters properly written, and then nothing. i’m not sure if i have the willpower to finish any of them. i feel so sorry for myself for trying to write something good and then abandoning it out of insecurity, laziness, and business. 
          
          anyway, once again, no one will read this. that’s likely. but still. this is my sentiment to my past self. 
          
          to past me: you are appreciated by me. thanks for those cool ideas. i might write them again one day. 
          
          if anyone reads this, anyone at all, please let me know if you’d ever want to read any of them. if one person wants to, then maybe i’ll pick one of them up. maybe it can make someone’s day. not guaranteed tho. hahah.
          
          love, jinsol.

-elmisa

I know no one will read this. Or if they do, they won't respond to it.
          
          Anyway,
          
          I know like, no one reads my stories. And if they do, they're silent readers. But I still do this for myself. I write and rewrite and tell myself to stop rewriting to move on for myself. I just kind of wish that one day, my stories can be recognised. Is it potentially recognisable? Is it worthy of reading in the end? Will it appeal to ANYONE? Idfk how to seem interesting right now. I got Comp II to figure it out I guess.
          
          But to those who do read my stories, thank you. Really. Lol wtf is this asdfghjkl I'M FINe.

-elmisa

wow. no kidding that seriously made my day. my gosh thank you so much!!
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hbhauthor

I read your story swxtched and it’s so good. You’re an amazing writer (I need to go back and vote for chapters because I was to busy binge reading the book). I hope you get the recognition you deserve! Anyways have a nice day
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-elmisa

the sun is rising and i haven’t slept at all but i just wanted to say that to anyone reading my stories... i’m sorry lol
          
          i’m working on rewriting both.
          well transforming one of them and severely editing the other but anyways have fun reading those ig!!

-elmisa

wattpad confused me today with the notifs but whatever IT’S JEONGGUK’S BIRTHDAY YEEHAW
          
          happy birthday to my first ever kpop bias from what feels like forever ago, the golden maknae who’s good at everything except math, the one with the passion or else he’d be dead, the one with mad video editing skills, the international playboy, the chocolate fake love abs, the pink hair flower child bunny teeth thiccthighs(what)JEONMUSCLEKOOK UM HELLO LOVE THIS BOY 
          
          I MEAN MAN HES A MAN NOW (what)
          
          me: HES LIKE 22 K NO BIG DEAL 
          me:
          me:
          me: my eyes are sweaty (´°̥̥̥̥̥̥̥̥ω°̥̥̥̥̥̥̥̥｀)
          
          that’s all

allusionsins

Hello! ❤ sorry to disturb you but
          can you please read and vote on my favorite author's BTS MYSTERY CHAT story? I believe it deserves more recognition ❤︎ 
          
          https://www.wattpad.com/story/144261661
          
          take care ❤ 
          
          (if you don't like this post or I've posted this on your board before, please don't be rude. just delete this ^^ thanks)

-elmisa

dear @INSIDIOUS-RUIN ,
            
            hey! of course! you're not disturbing me at all, i'm always open to talk about anything (:
            
            also i'm shameless lol but if you can promote any of my stories too i would REALLY appreciate it!!! your choice though i understand if you don't want to!
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