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hey sarah, i guess i'm glad again, yeah? i'm not gonna use capitals this time cause that's too much work i guess. i mean the first part of this is still true and cool !! but im just kinda thinking about stuff n id feel guilty if i didnt update you even though youll never see haha ;; i don't have a girlfriend anymore n honestly she was RLY toxic to me, like she constantly misgendered me so !! she also misgendered her sister n like,,, honestly i hate her sister but i know she has hella dysphoria for that. also !! the friend i mentioned, we had a falling out like little a DAY after this. well not a day but still. some shit happened n i was stressed as hell n a bad friend. im better at shit now so thats hella good. i have like 2 close friends n i love both of them. mari n xan theyre both great. then i have a bunch of all small friends that i'm trying my BEST to keep contact with but it's hard cause im not super social anymore haha. anyways, i still think abt u very rarely n ur cool. -vince

Dear, Sarah
          
          I know you'll never see this.
          but I love you, I really do. I would give so much for one last conversation with you. 
          You were my bestest friend who I would give anything for. 
          I know it's been over a year and I should have forgotten about you,
          but that's simply impossible
          You meant so much to me: i don't think about you much anymore.
          I know you don't even remember me anymore.
          I know you'll never see this but
          I'm better.
          Are you proud? I'm better, I'm better, Sarah, I've gotten better.
          I've got a group of friends I would give my life for and I'm happy.
          I don't go crying to them everyday and such.
          OH! I want to tell you about my girlfriend! 
          I had one but we broke up about apirl of 2017
          I have one now and she's the best thing to happen to me.
          I also have a best friend, he is really what made me get better.
          He's not doing well but despite that he has helped me so much.
          He's probably the only reason I can say that I'm better.
          I really want you to be proud of me. That would make me happy.
          I have tons of good friends but the past will always stay in my heart.
          I hope you'll still doing well, my old best friend.
          
          Your old friend, 
          Sky