i’m probably going to leave.
not wattpad completely, hopefully, just this account. i’m probably going to turn this into my backup, and my backup into my main. there are some reasons, and i’ve been thinking about this for a while. and i said that if i can come up with 10 valid reasons, i’d do it. here are the reasons so far.
1. i have a very small bit of ocd, and this account is too unorganized for me to function and be happy and excited to come on! this goes along with some other reasons too.
2. new followers. i realize its going to be hard to get my followers back, but i don’t care. i have 100+ and it will happen eventually. but since i’ve started this account, i’ve changed quite a bit, so my followers might be following the original mae, and not this mae that’s writing this. if that makes sense.
3. i’m not mae!! it’s just not me, and i have to do something about it.
4. friends! maybe if i restart, i can focus on online friends. obviously, writing too, but i need friends. so!!
5. i need to have an aesthetic type account, and it’s not this.
6. this last ones kinda deep. i have severe anxiety and i’m not sure exactly who or what it is about this account but it makes me cry. it’s weird and i don’t understand it, but i only come on to read and i just want to restart.