sude.

wattpad got banned in turkiye so i be connecting to nederlands etc just to open the site lmfao

me looking at my library: what to read, what to read... i want smtn short for the night
          also me: picks the only slowburn fic i have in my library and hell, it is a long one

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          https://www.wattpad.com/story/237603240

I am role-playing with my online bestie but oml it feels so weird

I just logged in to check on a work in my library and ended up writing a big ass paragraph to a simple but not so simple question and now I feel embarrassed
          
          ...I'm gonna go and distract myself so I can forget abt it byeeeeseeeeeee (too much e's I know ugh) 

Okay okay hear me out:
          protagonists with almost no sense of self worth & saviour complex. now imagine them as antagonists. that's it. that's the image. now let your imagination go wild.

I've been using ??? and ,,, a lot while I'm typing these days,,, I don't know if it's some indication of my mental state or me getting used to my new phone's keyboard
          ...probably the former but I don't want to accept it so here I am thinking with 80km/h & slightly panicking everyday

And also- another thing, (just thought about it)
          How do you guys manage to put yourselves into 'y/n' characters, like- I have never been able to do that

Me scrolling on trendyol: I like this, I wonder if I can buy it
          My wallet: hahaha no

My friend: shows me smthn
          Me: lmao that looks so funny
          Her: sude that is a mechanical pencil why are you laughing
          
          Sis, idk– my sense of humour and common sense have been crappy lately