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I love when my friends tell me random things like yes text me abt the rlly silly movie you watched or text me a paragraph from the book you’re reading with zero context 

I hate when ppl come to me for relationship advice like sister im constantly talking abt how I could never handle a relationship myself I fear I cannot help

life is kinda peaceful rn

I envy brotherhood so much. 

I don’t understand ppl who need to understand lyrics to catch a vibe like JUST FEEL. 

I miss everyone I’ve ever loved in my life

@delizion SO basically a couple weeks ago I had a dream abt this guy (specifically abt my neighbour). This was just as first semester was wrapping up, where I didn’t have class w him BUT some of my friends did so I saw him around if I was like walking them to their classes. This is when I lwk realized oh I kinda like him but I was denial. My bsf is also dating one of his close friends so I see him that way around school too
          
          But my bsf and her bf name their stuffed animals based off ship names they make and one is legit names off me and my neighbour; this is bc last year his friends were being annoying teenage boys and shipped and shit (one of yelled  “have a nice walk together!” When we were getting off the bus once. ) but basically this has been a little joke between the two friend groups even before those two started dating like it’s always been there 
          
          So basically second semester starts and I was PRAYING I didn’t have a class w him bc I legit haven’t like anyone in over a year and I don’t wanna be like weird but I do, I have foods class w him last block
          
          And now I’m a fucking fool or maybe it’s my period ending but I’m genuinely finding everything attractive. Washing dishes? Ur fine. Cutting veggies? Ur fine. 
          
          His kitchen in the foods room is across the room from mine and im gonna die i mad eye contact w him bc i was lwk staring and didnt look that way again
          
          His kitchen is also RIGHT by the aprons and like dish rags so i have to go up there and be like super close to him too
          
          To wrap it up, I believe Ayesha has a crush on her neighbour…!

I’m so fucking down bad why am I staring across the fucking foods room watching him dice veggies and thinking it attractive holy crap
          
          I blame it on my period js ending

love and miss you baby 

hey queen how are youu!! missing you <3