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Dearest followers,
okay okay. so um there are little of you all following me but I still wanted to let you know that I am going to stop writing My Little Addiction. a lot of shit is going on in my life and I just can't take it anymore. I might change my mind, but it is kind of rare for me to do so. let me know if you want me to continue it or not, bc I do enjoy writing but I just don't like putting pressure on myself. if I do continue, updates will be vv slow and unfrequent, but long. I hate doing things/decisions like this but its for the best. my anxiety is literally so bad, I have to go to the doctors to get regular check ups now. my medicine prescription went up, and I even fainted once bc of an anxiety attack. I feel like I can't even talk to anyone anymore bc I've pushed them all away, and they don't trust me anymore. Since I've pushed them away, I've felt alone and useless, and like a horrible horrible friend. I felt like I betrayed their trust, and I've let them and myself down. I don't feel like myself anymore and I just feel empty and numb. anyways enough about me, thank you all so so much for reading MLA and ily all.
- Karen