digit4lova

this message may be offensive 
ok its nothing but anyway- 
          I don’t even know how I’m supposed to start this because I can’t describe what I feel for you. It’s been almost three years. Three fucking whole years since i know you. It’s not just an internet friendship, it’s honestly the best friendship I’ve ever had. You’ve been there for so much through so many phases of my life and through all of it you stayed. You stayed loyal,when everyone left me you stayed and I can’t thanks you enough for that. Like three years ago I had no idea that replying to a message or following you would turn into something this big. I already remember our first meeting,lol it was so funny. When we met i had no idea you’d become that person for me. The one I’d want to talk to every day. The one I’d miss every days too. The one I’d laugh with until my stomach hurt and cry with when life got too heavy. You’ve seen me at my worst, at my most annoying, at my most chaotic and never once did you make me feel like too much. You’re not just my best friend. You’re my favorite person. My safe place. My sister in disguise. I cant even describe what you are for me. There’s not a single person in this world that I feel as connected to as I do with you. Like srsly how the hell did we go from random message to this?? Sometimes I think about it and I’m like wow the universe really knew what it was doing when it brought you to me because I don’t even wanna imagine these last 3 years without you in them. The fact that we’ve never even met in real life yet STILL managed to build something this deep?? That says everything. And now that we’re finally gonna meet soon?? I honestly have chills just writing this. I’m gonna cry. No scratch that I know I’m gonna cry. I’m gonna run into your arms and squeeze you so tight and just bawl my eyes out because FINALLY.

digit4lova

I CANT WAIT FJSJDZJAZHADBDBDVSVJ (i become crazy) Finally I get to hug the person who’s been my constant, my light, my person through everything. I’m counting the days. It’s gonna be one of the happiest moments of my life I just know it. Everyday i say to my mother or my friends “i cant wait to meet tiyana”. 
            I love you so so much. More than I can type,more than you probably even realize. You’ve been there through breakdowns, glow-ups, drama, chaos, healing,everything. And we literally did everything together. LMAO THE FUNNIEST THING IS THAT WE DID 2V2 ALL THE TIME (the worst was kai and vian...). Anyway you’ve made me feel loved and important when I didn’t even love myself. You never judged me even when I overshared or overthought or overfelt. You just understood me like that. And that means everything. So yeah. This isn’t just a friendship,it’s like family, something deep that I’ll always protect. Literally everyone knows you, I talk about you all the time. When I hear the word "best friend" I immediately think of you. When someone asks me "who is your favorite person" I immediately answer you. You are and always will be my favorite, you are my first choice, I will always choose you,you just get me. Thanks you for being my best friend. Thanks you for being you. And thanks you for giving me the privilege of being loved by you too. I’ll never stop being grateful for this. And I’ll never stop loving you. Ever.
            Soon we’re gonna be together for real and when we grow up we'll have this shared apartment we've been talking about for a long time, we'll do everything we haven't been able to do now. I'm so excited just thinking about it. I love youuu so much,no matter what happens,i will always love you. I never loved anyone the way i love you. My best friend forever <3
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