-hoonism

I cant do this 

Save me, either take me or let me live properly 

God if you are there

do smth like that.

not

I should nog

Tf is wrong with me 

and that's frustrating and so wrong. I don’t like it.

but its bout her.., i am not hurt nor feel bad about it or anything. But I just cannot move on. One day it's lust, or memory, or admiration, or the urge to talk to her cz she was my once comfort person and still somehow is, or even nothing just in my ghosting phase i would still think about her. I dont understand if the feeling is still here or my brain just like to roam the same thought i had been having for more than a year now and its just used to it.

This group shouldn’t exist without him

Ngl, i wish enhypen to disband now.

"sunoo's adlib is so good" bro can somewhere else

I cannot love, this is who I am

What a bullshit.

Idrk bcz at the same time I had been chasing for freedom as well?

I needed to rely on at least something that can give me the reason to stay strong 

Goddamn ts fucking insane 

Of everything you've ever loved?

Im just realising the insane typos ive made but ok

I have myself from the core of my heart its not even funny anymore i feel disgusted 

so goddamn stupid.

I cant oh God

I cant stop thinking about her starry eyes

So ethereal