.

I cant oh God

I cant stop thinking about her starry eyes

So ethereal 

Fuck I love her

I love her tho

Idk

This is cruel frr

But isn’t art is literally the main thing that makes our life worth living or sm

How much an artist gets paid for his art?

When people ask me about my dreams, I couldnt say living alone, owning a house, having my own people of my band and me being the mysterious member with a mask or smth.. or maybe be a mysterious writer with a hidden name.. I would like to have lots of fans and readers crying over my works and making two guys or girls ship together lol or maybe a painter.. I would like to wear cool outfits in paris or smth and travel the whole world.. learning and knowing every skills and knowledge in the world.. I would like to do challenging myself which can even risk my life but does it matter? its not like I wont die anyway so why not have fun? I couldnt say those so i just said that I dont know yet.

Maybe in another life

Ngl I still imagine myself there

I cannot deal with ts istg

run away or smth

I am so tired honestly 

Just whatever.

I love her so much why

Oh dear God 

I hate this

I literally feel so illiterate atp cz wtf

Okay what did I expect.

this is all you had to say..

"you too"

but always remember, it's never too late.

you wont make it and took a bad decision. Only if you had time to take it back

What should I do?