im rereading “your lie“ rn and back when i was writing it, i had hands down no clue how toxic levi and yn were together. constantly arguing, trying to control each other, both lacking on basic communication skills, breaking their core principles just to throw themselves back into that toxic cycle, going from scorching-hot to ice-cold sometimes several times the same day and continuously stuck in that addiction of dopamine release and low-state depression that their presence - or lack thereof - induced.
all in all, that book was in retrospect just crazy idk how my children-mind even got these ideas without any real-life inspo. probably because i suffered from communication issues myself, i viewed all these acts as a proof of love, when in reality, acting like this in a relationship should NEVER be tolerated. those two have no business being together and i must’ve probably contributed to romanticizing such incredibly disgusting behavior for so many people out there. therefore i want to genuinely apologise to all of you.
stay safe from crazy people!!