-i-am-panda-

im rereading “your lie“ rn and back when i was writing it, i had hands down no clue how toxic levi and yn were together. constantly arguing, trying to control each other, both lacking on basic communication skills, breaking their core principles just to throw themselves back into that toxic cycle, going from scorching-hot to ice-cold sometimes several times the same day and continuously stuck in that addiction of dopamine release and low-state depression that their presence - or lack thereof - induced. 
          	
          	all in all, that book was in retrospect just crazy idk how my children-mind even got these ideas without any real-life inspo. probably because i suffered from communication issues myself, i viewed all these acts as a proof of love, when in reality, acting like this in a relationship should NEVER be tolerated. those two have no business being together and i must’ve probably contributed to romanticizing such incredibly disgusting behavior for so many people out there. therefore i want to genuinely apologise to all of you. 
          	stay safe from crazy people!!

-i-am-panda-

youre so sweet and i‘d agree with you on the point that struggle is exactly what creates relatability and, in levi‘s case, even realism. for me meanwhile reading matter on toxic dynamics makes me want to puke however. i genuinely hope you handled everything well, because i feel deep sorrow for whoever felt like they needed to give up a piece of themselves in order to not lose something that kept them in pain.
          	  (btw ofc i remember you)
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delicatewornpages

Btw my user before was @dazmariah now changed to this  (long-time fan)
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delicatewornpages

Part of growing up is realizing how much childhood traumas can contribute to toxic relationships, and I think that’s what makes your story feel very real from my perspective—especially when considering Levi’s childhood. His trauma and then stepping into a relationship (which is unfamiliar territory for him) makes it both frightening and experimental for both sides.
          	  
          	  As someone who has also been in a toxic relationship and read your story along with many other Levi depictions, I’d say don’t be so hard on yourself about the writing. It actually captures a glimpse of reality for people who didn’t have strong, healthy relationships to look up to.
          	  
          	  I hope you can look at your story and say, ‘I effing did that!’—because you really did.
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xoxothena

thought my eyes were deceiving me when i saw you had returned, with that being said i must have you know i still think about YL like all the time

xoxothena

@-i-am-panda- well deserved
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-i-am-panda-

wow thats crazy, what a flattery
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-i-am-panda-

im rereading “your lie“ rn and back when i was writing it, i had hands down no clue how toxic levi and yn were together. constantly arguing, trying to control each other, both lacking on basic communication skills, breaking their core principles just to throw themselves back into that toxic cycle, going from scorching-hot to ice-cold sometimes several times the same day and continuously stuck in that addiction of dopamine release and low-state depression that their presence - or lack thereof - induced. 
          
          all in all, that book was in retrospect just crazy idk how my children-mind even got these ideas without any real-life inspo. probably because i suffered from communication issues myself, i viewed all these acts as a proof of love, when in reality, acting like this in a relationship should NEVER be tolerated. those two have no business being together and i must’ve probably contributed to romanticizing such incredibly disgusting behavior for so many people out there. therefore i want to genuinely apologise to all of you. 
          stay safe from crazy people!!

-i-am-panda-

youre so sweet and i‘d agree with you on the point that struggle is exactly what creates relatability and, in levi‘s case, even realism. for me meanwhile reading matter on toxic dynamics makes me want to puke however. i genuinely hope you handled everything well, because i feel deep sorrow for whoever felt like they needed to give up a piece of themselves in order to not lose something that kept them in pain.
            (btw ofc i remember you)
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delicatewornpages

Btw my user before was @dazmariah now changed to this  (long-time fan)
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delicatewornpages

Part of growing up is realizing how much childhood traumas can contribute to toxic relationships, and I think that’s what makes your story feel very real from my perspective—especially when considering Levi’s childhood. His trauma and then stepping into a relationship (which is unfamiliar territory for him) makes it both frightening and experimental for both sides.
            
            As someone who has also been in a toxic relationship and read your story along with many other Levi depictions, I’d say don’t be so hard on yourself about the writing. It actually captures a glimpse of reality for people who didn’t have strong, healthy relationships to look up to.
            
            I hope you can look at your story and say, ‘I effing did that!’—because you really did.
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jeonghanniesgf

come back pls (⁠╯⁠︵⁠╰⁠,⁠)

delicatewornpages

Unironically would b the best comeback of all time
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delicatewornpages

My hands collapsed at your response— don’t play with meee
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-i-am-panda-

i might
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genuineg

OH I GET IT, UR JUST WAITING TILL ITS MY BIRTHDAY TO COME BACK!! TY AUTHOR I CANT WAIT TO SEE THE NEW YOUR LIE CHAPTER ☺️…

delicatewornpages

Actually for my birthday Sep 29th  (jk jk) in all seriousness i hope life’s treating u well author! Sending u love fr whether u finish or not, I’m just glad to have experienced unironically the best fic i’ve ever read
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