Panda

I’m really sorry to hear something difficult happened. Sending you love and prayers. Please take all the time you need—your well-being comes first. You don’t owe us an explanation at all. Just know we appreciate you and your work, and we’ll be here whenever you’re ready 

hope everything gets better soon, best wishes for you!

@-i-am-panda- The second message takes longer than I thought it would, lol. I said to "wait for it", but I take that back, so if you want and have time to reply to what I already wrote, feel free to do so. No pressure though <3 We all have lives we need to live. I just read your most recent message board post, too, I'm aware this might not be a convenient time for you. Please take all the time you need, I don't mind at all, I understand. I hope things will soon start to look better again.

@-i-am-panda- Hahaha, what are the odds! I love such coincidences, so thank you for mentioning that!
            
            I 100% agree with you, it's such a shame that we lost the conversations we've had with those we've grown fond of (usually a bond between authors and their readers. Following an author (since I only have reader experience) on their journey as they continue to write their work, publishing new chapters, gain more attention... Thank god the comment sections are still there, but it was just... better when it was still possible to also privately message each other. After they removed the private messaging feature, the 'Wattpad feeling' changed. At least, I felt it did. Of course there are other ways to stay in touch with someone, but that's not really working because it's inconvenient in multiple ways.
            
            Medicine! That sounds interesting, and I'm glad to read it's going well! As for everything else being a complete chaos of the most beautiful with the worst (nice description, btw): as long as there is some sense of balance in between it all, and you can still breathe, I think you're doing it right.
            
            A second message to address what I didn't cover already will follow soon :) Wait for it.

@AshiAshi6 what the hell? this is crazy. just a week ago i mentioned you to my friend randomly, because i thought of you, saying “damn it’s such a shame this app removed the ability to message other people. its crazy they just deleted all your conversations without consent and thereby cut off the connection you had to certain people you’ve grown fond of” because i caught myself missing you. bro i genuinely didn’t forget you, how could i? i never forget people and especially not our talks. i’m so glad you reached out. 
            i’m doing really well, i’m studying medicine rn and it’s going great and everything else in my life has been complete chaos of the most beautiful with the worst, so i’m in the perfect state to write again.
            how have you been? you still haven’t published that levi fanfiction you swore to write 4 years ago. i’m still kinda mad at u for that lowkey.. hahah no but rlly, how r u doing?

GIRL NO WAY I JUST RE READ YOUR LIE AGAIN FOR THE 3RD TIME A COUPLE MONTHS AGO N NOW I SAW A NEW CHAPTER WAS UPLOADED! FATE CALLED US!

holy shit it was a good thing I listened to voices in my head that I NEED to download Wattpad again

@jeonghanniesgf IS THIS A DREAM HELLO WHAT

Btw, I'm not new, my username formerly (dazmariah) was changed cuz lowk could get doxed lmaooo 

I'm so happy about this, truly :) ^^^^^ sending you sm love, health & happiness thank you! I’m such a huge fan of your writing, and it means so much to me that you plan to finish <3

hey, that’s so sweet. i’m currently working on a new part, it might take a while, but i‘d be glad to finish this piece, because that’s what it deserves. 
            i hope you’re doing alright too, thank you so much for checking up. take care!!

@-i-am-panda- well deserved 

wow thats crazy, what a flattery 

youre so sweet and i‘d agree with you on the point that struggle is exactly what creates relatability and, in levi‘s case, even realism. for me meanwhile reading matter on toxic dynamics makes me want to puke however. i genuinely hope you handled everything well, because i feel deep sorrow for whoever felt like they needed to give up a piece of themselves in order to not lose something that kept them in pain.
            (btw ofc i remember you)

Btw my user before was @dazmariah now changed to this  (long-time fan)

Part of growing up is realizing how much childhood traumas can contribute to toxic relationships, and I think that’s what makes your story feel very real from my perspective—especially when considering Levi’s childhood. His trauma and then stepping into a relationship (which is unfamiliar territory for him) makes it both frightening and experimental for both sides.
            
            As someone who has also been in a toxic relationship and read your story along with many other Levi depictions, I’d say don’t be so hard on yourself about the writing. It actually captures a glimpse of reality for people who didn’t have strong, healthy relationships to look up to.
            
            I hope you can look at your story and say, ‘I effing did that!’—because you really did. 

Unironically would b the best comeback of all time 

My hands collapsed at your response— don’t play with meee 

i might