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vulgarfuck

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as you know, i'm not the best with words, not in the slightest. I'm not the guy that can make girls swoon with the sweetest of words or explain how I'm feeling in a way that makes the cold reality of it all seem beautiful. but I can say that I speak from the heart. I can let these words flow from places I never knew existed without putting an ounce of thought into it simply to make you or anyone else understand how my brain works or how I'm feeling to some extent. so with all of that being said, I'd like to talk about how I feel about you. you have such an inquisitive mind. the way you think and speak is amazing. I could sit and listen to you talk about any and everything for hours on end simply because you make everything sound so interesting even when it's something that I'm not personally interested in, yk? you make me want to learn more and hear more about whatever it is you're talking about. you're also a happy place of mine, I know that if there's anything on my mind I could talk to you and not only will you listen, you'll help me come up with solutions to my problems and I appreciate that. I don't know if you understand how much but I'm hoping that by the time you finish reading this you'll understand. I appreciate you more than I let on and I know that my actions don't make a lot of sense most of the time but I want you to know that I genuinely love and care about you. you're so fucking important to me and I know that I've been a terrible friend lately but know that I'm still here. I'm never going anywhere (unless you want me to, even then it'll be tough getting rid of me) for like the thousandth time, I love you soooooo fucking much and I hope this puts a smile on your face when you wake up. 

vulgarfuck

I don't write paragraphs often but I decided you deserved one
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