-idontwannabeheere-

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hahaha fuck. it's 7 am and it's heavy thunder rn and im terrified of thunder so whoop de fucking doo

-idontwannabeheere-

"y'all playing dungeons and dragons, but the only d&d I play is depression and dysphoria" 
          - eli 2020

-idontwannabeheere-

@EvanHansen863 omg, I got really confused because I just got a notification saying "Death and Drugs" and it scared me-
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-idontwannabeheere-

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yeah, that's what I should do, let go. just leave, no one will care everyone thinks I'm an annoying piece of shit anyways. so goodbye I guess. 

liamkitty

@-idontwannabeheere- *holds you close* p-pleaese dont d-die..
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-idontwannabeheere-

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@liamkitty im annoying as shit, and I talk WAY too much. I'm sure if you asked her she'd agree
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liamkitty

@-idontwannabeheere- you dont annoy me!! Im not everyone!! Wh-why would Brooke hate you?
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I'm so godamn stupid. All I do is annoy them and its plain to see, so why can't I stop? Maybe its because I see myself in them. Maybe its because im struggling to hold on myself. Maybe its because those words that come out of their mouth are the same ones that come out of mine. everyday i come closer and closer to letting go but i can't i always find some excuse not to. maybe these past few months have been a sign. maybe im supposed to let go. im clearly not helping anyone else. maybe i will let go.. and do everyone a favor.

that_queer_bread

@-idontwannabeheere- 
            You are not stupid. You are not annoying, and you are not worthless. You are brave, brilliant, smart creative and so much more. You are a bright light in the dark abyss of the world, we would be lucky if there were more people like you. You are so brave, and if you look into the mirror and can't find anything you like, look a little harder or get a better mirror because you are full of wonder and bravery and kindness. The people who can't see that are *Ron voice activates* MENTAL *Ron voice deactivates and you get a hug because you are so so incredible*
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