-if_i_could_speak

yello 
          	
          	so im an adult now :)
          	
          	i like going through my old 12-13yo self's socials and accounts and found this!
          	
          	as expected, i was direly cringe. it's ok though! it's a beautiful thing, being cringe. 
          	
          	my name is still lin! i am 18! and i am an engineering student who used to write hamilton fanfics here when i was a giggly 12 year old girl. now, i'm about to move to my university (which is a whole flight away from my hometown.) 
          	
          	in a lot of ways i'm the same. hamilton is still great. i'm still a caffeine addict. but i'm 4 years away from an engineering ring, 5 away from a wedding band (committed relationships guys!) and i'd say my frontal lobe is at leaaaast 20% done by now? 
          	
          	still have a long way to go ! but ! 
          	fun to read about who i was. 
          	
          	feel free to talk here about anything!
          	
          	<3, lin :)

-if_i_could_speak

by the way, lovelies, i still do write! just a different kind! i'm a poet now, and i'm published to a wonderful journal i will provide the link for if you ask. my boyfriend's an editor there! so fun ^_^
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-if_i_could_speak

yello 
          
          so im an adult now :)
          
          i like going through my old 12-13yo self's socials and accounts and found this!
          
          as expected, i was direly cringe. it's ok though! it's a beautiful thing, being cringe. 
          
          my name is still lin! i am 18! and i am an engineering student who used to write hamilton fanfics here when i was a giggly 12 year old girl. now, i'm about to move to my university (which is a whole flight away from my hometown.) 
          
          in a lot of ways i'm the same. hamilton is still great. i'm still a caffeine addict. but i'm 4 years away from an engineering ring, 5 away from a wedding band (committed relationships guys!) and i'd say my frontal lobe is at leaaaast 20% done by now? 
          
          still have a long way to go ! but ! 
          fun to read about who i was. 
          
          feel free to talk here about anything!
          
          <3, lin :)

-if_i_could_speak

by the way, lovelies, i still do write! just a different kind! i'm a poet now, and i'm published to a wonderful journal i will provide the link for if you ask. my boyfriend's an editor there! so fun ^_^
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-if_i_could_speak

All I want is a well written slow burn fluff zukka fic with many chapters and proper grammar, with very limited angst or smut but NnOOOoOo apparently I have to "look for a good fic" I can't just be lazy what is this /lh

-if_i_could_speak

@Iexist_congrats I DID INDEED
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-if_i_could_speak

@Iexist_congrats OFC!!
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Iexist_congrats

YOU FOUND ONE? LETS GOOO
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on_the_radar

hey! two things- 
          
          how are you doing today? it’s been a hot minute since ive heard from you.
          
          also i saw that you like greek mythology and im a total nerd ab greek mythology, so feel free to message me if you ever want to talk ab it (or anything else ofc). i know so few people who share that interest with me in real life. i hyperfixated on it when i was really young (percy jackson phase haha) and i recently got hurtled into it again after stumbling upon madeline miller and her works.

-if_i_could_speak

@on_the_radar PLEASE HAVE ANOTHER SOCIAL MEDIA ACC OR A DISCORD OR WHATEVER BECAUSE I CANNOT TALK HERE I AM LIKE NEVER ACTIVE
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on_the_radar

hey i just realized that when i responded to you on my acc it didn’t give you a notification so sorry about that! 
            
            BUT YES THE SONG OF ACHILLES
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-if_i_could_speak

@on_the_radar... ///
            
            
            CRYING OH MY GOD THE SONG OF ACHILLES?
            
            WE HAVE THE EXACT SAME HYPERFIXATION RN
            
            
            DO YOU WANNA TALK SOMEWHERE ELSE IM NOT RLLY ACTIVE HERE
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rqvenwave

PANIC OMG AAA HI!

-if_i_could_speak

@just_a_basic_simp YEAHHH I GOT LOCKEDD OUT OF MY ACC
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rqvenwave

@-if_i_could_speak ||
            
            I HAVENT SEEN YOU ONLINE IN SO LONG AAAAA!
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-if_i_could_speak

@just_a_basic_simp HEEEYY!! :)
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queer_coleoidea

PANIC YOURE BACK

-if_i_could_speak

@queer_coleoidea I MISSED YOU TOOOO :(
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queer_coleoidea

@-if_i_could_speak I MISSED YOU :(
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-if_i_could_speak

@queer_coleoidea /...
            
            
            
            FRICK YEAH I AM BUDDY
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-if_i_could_speak

okayy, so a few things. first off, i don't go by she/her anymore. actually, i still do, but not a ton- i'm genderfluid now (surprise!) and i use they/they predominately. you can still use she/her, but i like they/them and he/him a ton more! also, if you're confused about who this is, it's still panic- just under a different username!

-if_i_could_speak

@g-golden_guard /...
            
            
            thank you so much!!
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g-golden_guard

@-if_i_could_speak alright! i'll make sure to keep that in mind.
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-if_i_could_speak

oh my god. i was so cringy.

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@g-golden_guard /...
            
            
            oh trust me, i was- and i doubt you were ever cringe. but no, seriously, i was insanely cringy. just looking through my old drafts, oh my god.
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g-golden_guard

@-frxnziskasfool no you weren't. and even if you were, you were definitely not as cringy as my old acc aesthetics.
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-if_i_could_speak

I FOUND MY LOGIN INFO
          
          
          
          
          HOOOLY FRICK HI YOU GUYS??
          
          i have so many notifs

-lxvesick-

@-if_i_could_speak hi? I’m following you but I don’t remember who you are—
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clxday-

OMFG HIIII
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-if_i_could_speak

@guitarriots HELLOOO
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