SAM :)

hi sam!! it’s lea!! i know it’s been awhile and idk if u still remember me, but i miss talking to u! :( i hope you are doing well and healthy!! 

Hii there, how are you doing???!

@-illuminatiqueen it's fine! Hii it's been so long

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hi sam! it's lea jsjshsjshajshs it's been awhile! i hope you're doing well!!! <33

hi hello ! 
          how are you <3 

sam how are you <33
          i missed you :((

SAM  I  HOPE  YOURE  TAKING  CARE  OF  YOURSELF < 3  i  love  you !!!

Hello my fellows, this is a friendly public service announcement from me, Sam! Starting from tomorrow, I will have... SCHOOL. *insert desperate crying and sounds of me already giving up* This means I'll probably get very busy with schoolwork in a very short amount of time, so I have a feeling that starting a few days from now, I won't be as active on here as usual. I may not get to read and support as many books, and it'll also take me a longer time to respond to any messages or chat with anyone. I hope you can bear with me and understand my situation when this stuff happens, I'd genuinely appreciate your patience and I'll be sure to remember and repay your kindness! 
          
          I will, however, try my best to come on here anyway, read more content, and keep in touch with you all since I really don't want to leave you hanging like I did last year. There are lots of terrific authors and good friends I have here who I want to support, and that is what I'll do. So don't panic and don't cry, I'm not leaving and I'll still find ways to be active when I can on here. 
          
          Thank you very much for reading this public service announcement to the very end! Have a great rest of your day or night, take care of yourself, and I love you lots! If it makes you feel better, I'm sure Joshua in my profile picture loves you too haha <333

I searched up photos of Joshua a few minutes ago from when SVT was promoting Fear because I was curious and just, oh my gosh... seriously, oh my gosh... I'm so stunned by him I don't even know what to say right now... I'm having an internal breakdown and I need to calm the heck down because Joshua Hong is making me go aldfjaslfwoiejoadsjfoawieioaw please help me
          
          Okay, please don't think of me as some creepy freak but I literally felt so self-conscious seeing his eyes in those photos that I must have been blushing, and for some reason it got hard to swallow (???) as I kept looking at more and more of his Fear era photos... Is this normal?? Do any of you go through this too??? Cause I think my soul was deceased as soon as I saw the first photo of him and now I'll never recover haha :'))
          
          This must be what it's like to have a real, true bias, huh? Every time you see a photo of them you're either smiling so hard your jawbones are about to break or you're shaking so hard your soul is about to rattle out of your ribcage. I can't believe sweet flowery Shua in my PFP is the exact same guy as woeifahdlknaoewj Josh from Fear era... well, I'm sure proud to be a Joshua-biased Carat haha, even though it sometimes devastates me in ways that are definitely not healthy! I totally invite you to search up photos of Fear era Joshua too if you dare, and if you're sure you're not gonna turn into jelly like I just did :]