-infinitives

no torture like writing the thing you want to write that you do purely for your enjoyment and have no obligation to

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finished writing a chapter for my percy jackson podcast fic and then started to write the next leo valdez chapter for carnifex and the tonal shift omg ... i went from "haha you're stupid" to "the only person who's ever loved you is dead" lmfao

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@-colbyslcve ok but you??? we love that!
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-colbyslcve

@-infinitives okay but the range?? we love that!
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svnshinestars

HEYYY! wanna moot? THEME IS SO CUTE, AND IM SO LOOKING FORWARD TO READ YOUR JG FANFIC !

svnshinestars

@-infinitives TYSMMM!! I JUST STARTED YOUR FIC HEHE
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@svnshinestars HIII YOUR THEME KS SK GORG, I’m about to devour your fics hehe hope you’re doing well
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vithorns

hii essie lovie !! i just have to say— your writing is devastatingly good. like, i swear i blinked and suddenly i was in the story. i get so sucked into your world that i forget to comment, full-on ghost reader mode, but just know i’m absolutely obsessed with your work.
          
          i read carnifex a while ago through a mutual’s reading list, and GIRL. the way you write jason? the intricacy of your storytelling? the way every character breathes on the page?? it’s UNREAL !! you make pain feel like poetry, like something you can almost touch. every sentence carries so much weight, and yet it flows effortlessly. it’s insane how you balance brutality with tenderness, how you make every moment hit exactly where it needs to.
          
          anyway, i just needed to crawl out of the shadows to tell you that i’m a huge fan. your writing is art, and i’ll be screaming about it forever. keep doing what you do <3

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@vithorns OMG HIII thank you this is so sweet <333 i'm so glad that other people r enjoying carnifex and this comment is really boosting my ego FR!!!!! thank u again for being the sweetest person ever and leaving such a thoughtful comment, i think youre super cool <3
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"My entire life has been robbed from me. I don’t know who I am, and I—”
          
          "You should be pretty damn happy about that.”
          
          Jason freezes. “What do you mean?”
          
          “I mean,” Aisara says, quickly, “you can start over. Invent yourself. Demigods don’t have good lives, Jason. You’ve been given a clean slate.”
          
          “It’s not a clean slate though,” Jason shakes his head. “I still feel. I remember war, and suffering, and death, and I feel it but I don’t know where it comes from and that’s—that’s worse.”
          
          “Is it?” Aisara laughs. “Do you think you could live with all the things you must’ve done?”
          
          “Can you?” 
          
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          CHAPTER 13 IS OUT! Anywhere, Everywhere, I'd Recognize Your Heart ft jason and aisara good ol' arguing