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i laugh every time i read your bio. i love it.

not sure if this is a common wattpad experience but the grip ruelle/war of hearts had on the quotev fanfic community ... unparalleled. does my queen even know what a legend she is

hey guys!!! what's you're preferred updating method? like consistent updates once/week, batches of chapters released at the same time every few weeks, updating every day for like 2 weeks and then like a month break, or [insert other option here?] just trying to gauge for future fics!!!

i want to write but i don't want to write

I subscribe to the leigh bardugo slow burn teachings meaning that aisara/jason will go through 50k words of straight up beefing, another 50k words of tentative trust, another 50k words of reluctant ally ship, and 50k words of i trust you implicitly and in those 200k words there will be no physical contact outside of combat/healing. will they kiss? is not the question, the question is, Will They Have A Single Conversation of Emotional Vulnerability Where Nobody is Betraying the Other

i want to crawl inside this theme & cuddle thag kitty kat ( i’m allergic ugh ).

If Jason were to define childhood, it would be something like this—
          
          Childhood is pain. Childhood is the arena, the blood dribbling form his knuckles, the brand on his arm. Childhood is a blade to a traitor’s throat, the golden pin of Praetor, and the dagger in his hand/ Childhood is spring, childhood is fall, childhood is—
          
          Childhood is a fist to the jaw.
          
          In the limbo of Tisiphone’s strike, this is what Jason dreams of:
          
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          CHAPTER SIXTEEN IS OUT!!! "extension of your arm (your fear)" featuring some good ol' hero complexes and a [tentative] development to aisara/jason's relationship (slowest slowburn of the century). also what's life like a fury showing you your dead broken dreams that your nemesis actually fulfilled instead of you. lol. anyways.
          
          https://www.wattpad.com/story/370822091

i need people to understand i don't enjoy writing, i enjoy sitting in my bed and daydreaming and then i have to get it on the page and share it with the world for validation purposes

carnifex is actually proving to be an unyielding nightmare because it's already like 75k words at midpoint how ... how ma i supposed to write another 75k words. when will i be free. the whole fic was supposed to only be 60k. a fun summer project. where are we at

the percy/praetor ideas be stirring … but I have to stay strong. i have to finish my other two fics first … but the demons …