-itssuziechapstick
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ok so like, a lot of shit has happened so thats why i don't post shit anymore. but i am still working on those, i want to finish them before publishing them bc it takes off a lot of the pressure of having something always ready. kaleidoscope hasn't even started being rewritten, i accidentally leaned way too much about hayley williams and paramore and now they consume my life. everybody lost somebody IS being rewritten. more so in a Evelyn Hugo kinda way if that makes sense. i am writing other two new fics, one of billie joe armstrong inspired by suzie chapstick (i like that song to surprise of everyone), i have the plot already written, is just a one shot but i wanna make it longer. also a nurse gerard fic inspired by thick skull by paramore. theyre all x reader, kaleidoscope is more like fem oc, as well as everybody lost somebody but on that one i plan on making it less descriptive, i know i started writing it just cause i wanted to force mcr and taylor swift to exist in the same fic, but its gonna be more loose once is rewritten. the bja and nurse gerard ones dont go in specific that much, the bja once does have a male oc but his looks or anything of that kind aren't specific. im also kinda excited about that one bc its my first time writing with a male reader and its looking good so far, kinda gory at times and if youre into medical malpractice then you'll like it, i hope so at least. the bja one is only specified that the reader is a woman but doesn't go past that. im trying to improve my writing so im trying to stop with the shameless self inserts, i try to write about what i know and i realized i can write more about feelings rather than actual experiences. so thats why everything i write has death and gay people bc thats just how my life has been so far. also no one fucking uses this app anymore, let alone for fucking bandom that doesn't involve frerard and priests so this is just me talking to the fucking wall.
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@-itssuziechapstick anyhow, i have an ao3, dont know how to use it so if anyone is smarter than me -thats not so hard tbh- and could help me, i would love to! also im thinking about writing a sabrina carpenter fic but im too gay to do that and i love her music but my god is it straight as fuck. im also writing a petekey au where pete is spiderman but tbh i lowkey hate pete wentz so hes an asshole and idk if people would be into that. i also dont write real ships bc i cant write those bc i dont know two people enough (?? i also wanna write a greenday au where theyre the powerpuff girls but tbh thats just a loose idea cause how the fuck would i write that. i may also write a im not okay gerard x the story of us taylor fic, just to make up for the loos of everybody lost somebody. i also now wanna write a hayley fic but i have a fucking job to keep with and a house to take care of (which i do very shittly) also im knee deep in legal trouble and my terminal vertigo is a pain in the ass that doesn't let me leave the house or bed at times so theres also that! btw if anyone is here from tumblr, no u aren't. you didn't fucking see me
