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@-jination i already know i can't stop you from doing what you want, but please, stick it out for another month. life will get better. life isn't just complete shit unless you make your life like that.

@-jination have you ever had someone around you kill themselves or harm themselves? you may believe it takes away the pain, but, it's just going to cause those around you more pain than you are going through. you should open up to someone who's in your everyday life about this, let it out, instead of harming yourself. imagine a world without you in it. how would everyone feel? would everyone still get along well? imagine your funeral. your mother and father crying in the corner, your friends sobbing over your closed casket, the people you grew close to on the internet posting messages of worry on your message board because you just dropped off the face of the earth, your relatives choking back tears. things can get better, you don't have to do this to yourself. and as i said before, i don't care if you don't think you need it, but you can always confide in me, i am always here for you, i will always be here for you.

@-jination omg no please don't... i don't know if you already have done it since i'm super late, but if you haven't i hope you're talking about getting ACTUAL sleep and not killing yourself. please don't go. we love you. i remember when you ranted about all the shit that was going on in your life a little while ago, and if you're seriously still contemplating suicide shit must've gotten a lot worse. i'm really sorry all of this is happening to you and i wish i could get you out of there. but, i know i can't. please, do not harm yourself anymore. if you need someone to talk to, i'm always here. even if i'm not online at the same time as you are, i will come on and talk to you. i know we could once be considered almost friends, but not now, and i'm sorry that we haven't talked in forever and i just want things to get better for you. you don't deserve any of the shit that's going on in your life. please don't die. i am absolutely, positively, sure that there is more than just me and rini who care about you. i'm sorry i haven't been able to comfort you in forever and i wish i had been able to be there for you when you needed it most, and i'm sure now that you really need it. just know, that if you haven't done it already and you're reading this, you are loved and cared for and 
            you have someone you can confide in

@-jination ARE YOU OKAY?! 

@-jination bitch what do you mean oh my God