Hello, I want to inform you that my world just black out. BTS and especially, Namjoon Oppa... Are the one who gave me hope. I don't know if I can get survive this. I felt alone. I don't know what to do with my world. I'm tired of playing pretend that I am okay, but actually... I am not. I felt nothing. I want to prove that I am something that they can proud of. But I gave up. I want to die. Right. Now.