Hey guys! I've realised I left without saying a proper goodbye. I may have not been the most known or even the most friendliest person on wattpad but I'm so greatful to all the friends I have made here. The things I've learned on this site, the good and the bad reallt changed the view of the world, but it also scares me alot. How big the world is, how messed up it is, it makes me feel so anxious and my energy just starts draining. The months I've been off this site, I learned so many new things about the people around me. In general I'm a quite anxious person and talking to new ppl really scares me, but I've been trying to get out of my comfort zone in the last few years so I've been approaching ppl first. I still get scared every time, and that's why I kind of like the online world better. It's not as awkward and if anything too extreme happens you can delete yourself. But I've realised that's just a coward move. I've been having so much trouble expressing myself, I don't think writing is for me I'm so sorry too idk but I always feel like I'm doing somthing wrong. But I tysm ❤ for anyone who has talked with me on this site, any authors that has inspired me, even anyone who has made me feel uncomfortable or has insulted me, thank you so much.
I won't be active anymore , but I'm not deleting this account. So until the next time, goodbye for now ♡♡♡