@-lavishhh
guys i took a year off and i’m eight weeks into my first semester in college (my second first semester bc i dropped out of the first one bc yo girl was going THROUGH IT) and literally why is it so hard to stay motivated??
well i didn’t drop out but i just stopped caring and i wasn’t satisfied with my grades so i got a fresh start at a cheaper community college bc who needs uni for prerequisites??
OMG HEYYYY
my mom always says “you used to read a lot” like girl i still do, but it’s just wattpad or ao3 LMAO
but let’s be honest, ships don’t last that long. i just love them for a ridiculous amount of time and then they drop and i move onto the next
it was a nice place to express myself but i’ve lost interest in what i write
i’m getting old
it might be time to delete wattpad u guys...
does anybody else have like a hugging thing? not like u like to give and get hugs but to you hugging someone you haven’t known your whole life feels weird, uncomfortable, and entrapping?? but sometimes it’s... really nice??? is that fucking weird?? like sometimes i crave to be held or just get hugged, but the majority of the time i hate to be touched or even just grazed, i’ll cringe
anyways i feel like this is just something i had to talk about before i forgot bc it’s just something that needs to be talked about, for closure
there was also another day where i went to work, very upset, just got done crying lol. was walking up to the entrance and a coworker leaving for break was saying hi, noticed i was upset and asked if i NEEDED a hug. and yes i craved a fucking hug, i needed one so bad and i’m just so happy they asked
i think there is hella shit wrong with me
i have an eating problem idk what to do
also think i have an eating disorder lol
lmao someone tell me why i don’t have tinder
