💫ᴊᴏʜɴ💫

Where have you gone? Miss having your presence around here. 

Dispite what happened, I really hope we can still be friends 
          But if you don't, that's ok, but talk to me...

https://www.wattpad.com/842938550-hitherelittleone-appreciation-thing-hey

//MY BOYFRIEND HAS TESTED THE FACT AND IT WORKS. 
          
          GRAPES HELP RAISE YOUR TESTOSTERONE LEVELS. OMGGGG

so guys... i just watched an episode of i am jazz and im just jealous ? but no... i shouldn't be jealous of her supportive family, or her being able to have both top and bottom surgery, or the fact that she was able to start hormones at such a young age. i just wish i was that lucky... a couple of days ago i told my mom that i wanted to go by charlie and she made me feel worse by saying, " until you turn 18 and get a name change you will be [deadname] i named you [deadname] for a reason." she didn't yell at me she just gave me that shameful look, or a disappointing one... she allows me to look like a boy but i feel like she doesn't support me as a boy, I've been getting more and more depressed lately... i know I'm a transgender boy.  my friends support me as a transgender, i just feel really dead inside because of my mum and I think i have depression... 

 for all of those attending the wedding , it's moving to my main account.  it's in my bio . 

if anyone wants to stalk my spotify :
          
          https://open.spotify.com/playlist/32Xc1ROrFTUIrCJKceXxjA?si=vho74WBlT7y1f-IdeC84BQ

Beautiful boy.