-liliesintherain

my strategy with problems is to ignore them until I forget about them, and that's what I'm doing with this account

-liliesintherain

my ears are ringing constantly but it's kind of quiet and I don't notice it much but I'm fine how are you guys today

Ghostly_Stars

@-liliesintherain Well, it took me many hours to get out of bed and I'm in that really stressed mood where someone getting within three metres of me will irritate me immensely.
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how do I

rainbowpie14

@-liliesintherain That’s actually a really good question, I have no idea
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@rainbowpie14 just...how do I anything without listening to music eating candy or having She-Ra playing in the background
            just how do I do anything
            how does anybody do anything? how does it work exactly? how does one "do" something? how do you do that? how does anyone do that?
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este mensaje puede ser ofensivo
currently vibing to “Heat of the Summer” by Young the Giant because it hit me in the feels and I can’t get it out of my head
          anyway I have a headache right now but I mUST LISTEN IT’S SUCH A GOOD SONG
          also, Bernie Sanders is once again a meme. Tumblr has done it again. You can’t escape the Bernieapocalypse. It’s already happening. You cannot stop it.
          It’s 10:30 and I go pretty much fucking insane after 10 if I haven’t eaten anything but salad, sugar, and steak all day and I haven’t which is out of character for me but I’m assuming it’s the stress of failing math a week into my second semester lmao nothing I can handle. what the fuck is a perfect square? what about imperfect squares? I understand this is fuckinf math but it’s also Friday so I can rant about imperfect squares and y’all will be like “wait yeah yeah you’re right also [long rant about math]”
          this is chaotic chaos, I am the embodiment of chaotic chaos, chaos is chaotic and Bernie Sanders is everywhere I look in tumblr he’s everywhere I swear I’ve seen him so many times even my mom knows the Bernie takeover is inevitable
          jesus christ am I this annoying all the time

rainbowpie14

@-liliesintherain You’re not annoying, don’t worry. That was actually kind of entertaining to read. But yeah, Bernie is everywhere, my Mom has seen the memes too
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Ghostly_Stars

@-liliesintherain You're not annoying, and even if you were, I can't understand half of what you're saying! I've been living off 90% sugar for the past week and spending ridiculous amounts of time on schoolwork and also I've been making a mental collection of all the things my parents have said to me that hurt me so whenever I get too happy now I have even more instant sadness lmao
            
            
            
            I feel everything and nothing at once. Also I'm kinda losing it but that's okay because all the humans are gonna fducking die anyway so it's not liek it matters.
            
            anyway *hugs and coooookiessssss*?
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experience of having a dog:
          day 1: I love her
          day 2: I love her so much
          day 3-10: I love her so fricking much
          day 11: dEMON STOP BITING ME AHHHHHHH TAKE HER BACK
          very interesting learning experience.

rainbowpie14

@-liliesintherain Lol, hopefully she’ll get used to you and not bite you as much soon
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im really trying to be more active but my depression has reached its peak...even with today and all...im still sad...i dont know what to do...i fantasize about death...im a mess...i wish someone cared

Moonwatcher_WoF

@-liliesintherain LISTEN UP ELI
            I CARE AND WILL CONTINUE TO CARE FOREVER AND EVER AND EVER
            DONT DO ANYTHING DANGEROUS OR STUPID
            ILY
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Ghostly_Stars

@-liliesintherain I care! And don't worry about being active, you should always prioritize your wellbeing because we all love you and we want you to be safe.
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jslsjsdkljsklsjds theme change because I'm apparently obsessed with Voltron now
          look I didn't willingly come to love it, it was more like @InkyAtrocity was like "aight I'mma watch it apparently it's gay" and I was like "GREAT I'LL WATCH IT TOO" and now we're obsessing over Pidge jskjdskjaksak
          also KEITH
          *clears throat* anyway yeah theme change! :DDDDDD