-lilydarling

I want to change my username lol 

devspoetry

hello ~
          you may know me as angel or dev or that weirdo that posts random quotes and announcements. anyways, please just read this. 
          firstly, i want to say that you are loved. i love you even if i don't know you. you are more than enough, you matter and you being here does make a difference. you deserve so much love and happiness, do not believe a single thing anyone or even your own mind says that brings you down because it is not true. it is okay to be going through something and it is okay to not be okay. everyone is going through one thing or another. take it from a girl who's been a mess all her life and has dealt with stuff on her own, i know what it's like. it is okay to be hurting, what matters is that you know this is temporary. it may not seem like that, but trust me, it is. there are people who understand you and you can get through anything. 
          i am writing this because everyone around me is going through something, and it breaks my heart. it feels so unfair to see the people you care for cry and breakdown but all you can do is be there for them and make sure they know that. 
          take this as a sign, you will get through this. i am always here for you to talk to, and i won't judge you. this is a safe space. i may not reply immediately, but i will definitely help you. you can rant in my pms if you want, if it helps. i don't mind the notifications and if you don't want me to read them because you just want to let your feelings out, i won't read them. 
          i love you so much. 
          - angel ♡

-lilydarling

The same day I'm writing my happy message for Jungkook, I am heartbroken to hear the news....
          
          Chadwick, you have touched the hearts of many. You helped people be proud of who they are and made kids have a role model to look up to. You changed everybody's lives with your amazing personality and hard work on what you do. You truly deserve the role of Black Panther and you made your other roles as impactful as you did with Black Panther which till this day, will always be the movie that changed everything for everyone in a good way.
          
          You hiding that you were suffering was heartbreaking. You didn't want any of us to worry and you didn't want it to ruin your career and how you made impact on others. You didn't want to be known by what you are dealing it. You didn't let that stop you from doing what you want to do. You didn't want anyone to change how they act around you, and for that, I really respect you for that. 
          
          I remembered the interview you did when you teared up talking about a kid who passed away due to cancer while you, yourself, is also suffering. 
          
          You were never my top superheroes but I always smiled whenever I hear the name Black Panther. Never my favourite, but one of the heroes I looked up to. 
          
          May you rest in heaven with our great heroes and legends with you, don't worry, you're safe now, rest in peace <3333
          
          Wakanda Forever 

-pradastyles

@-lilydarling I read this and I got shivers...that was beautiful 
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-lilydarling

Hello, it's me <333
          
          Yes, I'm still alive if anyone's wondering 
          
          Happy JK day! <333
          
          The guy that still, to this day, is still my bias in BTS. BTS being the group aside from Twice that I haven't changed my bias. Happy birthday my birthday buddy! I forever couldn't take you and the boys for all the things you made me change as a person and as an army. Thank you for being a part of my life. I am very lucky that I get to share my birthday with you because even if I know I can't be with you aside from the concerts that I rarely get to manage a ticket, I can still know that I have the same birthday with you and feel you celebrating the same day I do. Also, you guys get to get Hot 100 on your birthday! Congrats to us Army and BTS for working hard on getting the top as our boys deserve it. 
          
          You won't get to read this but I'll send my message anyway <33
          
          Happy bday our bunny, musclekook, jungkookie, you are finally growing up. We Armys are proud of you and your hyung's achievements ❤️

astroverie

Hiii! Sorry for this shameless plug I just want to share my story. If you have time kindly read; my stories please check it on my profile.
          
          You can leave votes and comments if you want, but of course it would really mean a lot if you will follow me. We can support each other! Follow me and I’ll do the same:))
          
          (Message me for the followback)
          

ukdolan

          Hey I’m Olivia!
          
          I was wondering if you’d be able to check out some of my stories, preferably Psycho, Lover and End Game? It would be much appreciated and I completely understand if you don’t have the time, also I’m super friendly so if you need to chat with someone I’m more than happy to talk with you! If you want me to return the favour and read/vote on your stories just let me know and I will :)
          
          Thanks ❤️

-lilydarling

Please, in any way possible, even just a little help can be enough, donate, send prayers to Lebanon
          
          Condolences to the people who lost their families and friends
          
          Prayers for the injured and survivors to help them in any way
          
          Let's make 2020 a better year by helping our fellow friends around the world, there's already a pandemic going on so please, let's all try to help.
          
          Send some links in my comment section for me and many others to donate if you guys can find some for me to help the people in Lebanon
          
          God bless everyone ❤️~~

-lilydarling

Hello everyone! <333
          
          Thank you for everyone's love and support, I love you guys uwu ❤️~~
          
          So I talked to a few of my friends in discord and they all decided to help me while I'm "away" in Wattpad. Chosen friends like to be kept private but one of them has a Wattpad acc, @abloomverona. They will take care of my account and will write some chapters and publish the ones I wrote as well on certain books they have their fandoms in. This account is still mine and I still have my book club to read on so don't worry, my friends will just make sure this account won't disappear along with Thanos' snap.
          
          I hope I talked that out, sorry again everyone
          Don't worry, it's nothing big <333
          
          With that, peace out :'))