dear jay,
god, i miss you so much. i know you're already gone, and you're not coming back . . . but why does this letter sound like you died ? sorry XD
i hope you're well and safe, and i hope that against all odds, you see this message.
maybe one day we'll talk again, and i can tell you how much ily and how much i miss u . . .
maybe.
but until then, stay safe !
love,
soy