dddeprived

♡    ,,    kana's thread

dddeprived

this is me coming back this one time during the year til you get back just to let you know that you are missed <3
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dddeprived

i think i was... 14?  15?  maybe, when we first started interacting, so that's kinda cool !!
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dddeprived

idk what to say other than i hope you're doing well.  i *was* going to spam you, but then i thought 'better not', but yeah.
            
            hope you're okayyyy and sleeping welllll and eating enoughhhh and living life to the fullest !!  you deserve all the happiness in the world for bringing ms. bonnie bea into my life
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tttomodachi

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     *  not even the rain could drown out the smell of hell ' s kitchen .    as a once manical man put it , hell ' s kitchen stank like shit and one couldn ' t get the smell out of their nose .    it was everywhere and surrounded everything .    it got into clothes and skin and seeped into the heart .    most likely the reason hell ' s kitchen was as dirty and crime - ridden as it was .
          
               *  there was no explaining what came to be one fateful afternoon right outside the church a particular lawyer seemed to frequent .    a girl , maybe seventeen or eighteen  [ give or take a few years ]  was beside him , though quiet .    the only way a blind man would be able to witness and accept her being was her steady breathing , which gave her away .    the only pertinent question , however ,  *
          
               i recall meeting you at my office , though i don ' t think we ' ve offically met .    matt murdock , of nelson and murdock .    may i ask what it is you ' re doing , besides contemplating whether or not to enter the church ?
          
               *  some said he was a really good lawyer .    they would not be ( wrong ) .  *
          
          
          
          /  a bit of a better one , sorta an intro i suppose ??

tttomodachi

     you ' re ( here ) , but you ' re looking for someone ?    who is it you ' re looking for ?
          
          ✞︎  (  short cause i ' m runnin low on time but still wanted to drop something lmao i ' ll drop something better in the am )

tttomodachi

     *  the man before her was shrouded in the dark of hell ' s kitchen , the dark he was surrounded with constantly .    one didn ' t need sight , however , to know that the child ahead of him was stunning , visage - wise .    that wouldn ' t change any course of action from the man , as he merely removed his blazer and offered it to the trembling girl .    as she spoke , he listened intently , apparently having found a victim of a potential homicide .  *
            
                 *  she seemed to be soaking wet , meaning the clouds had finally opened up and drenched the world down below .    odd , how he hadn ' t heard the rain start nor notice until the girl came in .  *
            
                 we can offer you help , sure , but i need to know who ' s after you and where your mother is .    i can call the police and get you safe .
            
                 *  at least that wasn ' t a lie .    as a laywer , he kind of ( had ) to be honest .    whether it had to do with the moral confines of the law or the ethical confines of his morals , honesty was a good trait to have .    hopefully , it might ' ve even helped eased the girl from her adrenaline - induced state to a more passive one .  *
            
            ✞︎  (  @-lqmon  -  apologies for this being late , i was on a different account  )
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-lqmon

@murdockboy /
            
                  The rain was full of ghosts that night   .   She didn't sob nor wail   .   Her grief was horribly discreet but as persistent and almost as silent as bleeding from an unstitched wound   .   The beauteous Eleanore Gin stood before a stranger she didn't recognize   ,   slim fingers trembling against the unadorned white dress that clung to her slender figure   ,   soaked by frigid rainwater that descended from the darkened sky   .   Despite the cold   ,   however   ,   the young female appeared to be out of breath and paranoid rather than concerned about catching a cold   .
                  Golden hair that had been neatly tied back with a white bow fell down her shoulders and back in dark brown strings   ,   the bow wilting against her drenched hair like a rose in the scorching summer heat   .   Unkissed by the sun   ,   Eleanore's ivory skin almost looked to be blue   –   consequence of the cold rain no doubt   .   Even as she stood before the taller male   ,   dark eyes flickering with anxiety   ,   she was captivating   .   It was something most people noticed about her   .   And that was the reason she was in her current and quite   / dangerous /  situation   .
                  "   I don't know exactly   ,   " said she before glancing back over her shoulder   .   Before ultimately being told this was the safest place for her to go   ,   she'd been on her way to locate a stranger's home   .   Almost instantly she regretted not doing just that instead   .   
            "   Listen   ,   all I know is I was told somebody here could help me   .   A man has just murdered my mother and I need help   .   He's after me too   .   "
                  Adrenaline raced through her veins with each violent heartbeat that slammed into her ribcage   .   Mourning wasn't an option until her safety was insured   .   If it was to be denied   ,   he would find out that this soft female soaked to the bone by cold rain wasn't fragile like a flower   ,   but rather   ,   fragile like a bomb   .
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-lqmon

@murdockboy / All good. I can work with anything.
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tttomodachi

/ ~ ♫︎ /
          
          I DUNNO IF YOU ' RE STILL HERE ,, BUT IF YOU ARE ,, I HOPE YOU ' VE HAD A GREAT 2022 SO FAR !! 
          
          i ' m not active much anymore ,, but i just wanted to say i hope you ' re doing well ,, love !! :)
          
          - K // aka Kai ' s creator //

dddeprived

!!    sobbing cause i should've asked for your pinterest :/
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dddeprived

!!  I'M MISSING YOU SO MUCH, I DON'T THINK YOU UNDERSTAND
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-lqmon

@murdockboy / Go ahead and give me one as soon as you're free
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mommyhq

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- -   charles waited for bonnie to come home .  she said she was going shopping ,  but the thought of her being  out  for so long means that so many things could have happened .  she could have been taken .  could have been hurt ,  mugged , and charles  wouldn 't  hesitate to go back to his old ways if something had happened . 
                 he tapped his foot impatiently while biting his nails .  the feeling sank into his soul .  but as soon as he heard the door creak ,  he jumped ,  scrambling off of the couch to see her in eye-sight . 
              " where the hell is this store ?  you scared the absolute /shit/  out of me ,  y 'know that ?  ' 
             he  huffed , walking towards her and hugging her tightly ,  soon pulling away and glaring daggers through her .  he was trying to analyze if anything was wrong ,  looked for any scratches or bruises or scuffs that may have been upon her skin ,  seeing nothing .  that gave him some dose of relief .  
               his face seemed to show that he was still concerned ,  but happy she was alright . Charles inhaled deeply before grabbing a  few bags from her hand ,  setting them on the kitchen table . 
               " why did it take so long ?  " 
             although he was quite the emotionless type , he  couldn 't  help but think she could have been with someone else .

tttomodachi

➳『 Oi , Bonnie . Who was that , eh ? 』
          
               Even though they ' d been friends for quite some time , Kai still got subtly jealous when people hung around Bonnie for an unreasonable amount of time . Granted , it couldn ' t really be unreasonable since Bonnie had her own friends , but it still made Kai ' s blood boil every now and then .
               Flash forward to present , the day was rather windy but not enough so that one would get blown away if they stepped outside . On top of that , it was warm . A little too warm for an October day , but who could really control Mother Nature ?
               Wanting to get away from it all , Kai sat on the roof of the orphanage and watched the small people under them . A minute went by . Then five . Then ten . Peaceful moments continuing on with nothing to stop them . After a little while , two people caught their attention : Bonnie and someone else they couldn ' t quite make out .
               Curiousity killed the cat , they say .
               Kai stayed dead slient , trying to listen in on their conversation but to no avail . All that was possible was watching their interactions with one another . And for whatever reason , that was enough to drive Kai from their hiding spot , down the stairs to the main floor , and to stand with a glare aimed at them .
               They patiently waited for the conversation to end before raising a split eyebrow at Bonnie , though her back was to him .
                    “ Oi . Who was that , eh ? ”
          
          // ahh okay sorta overprotective i think ?? aha i hope it ' s good ! :)

tttomodachi

I . D . [ @-lqmon ] ───
            
                 “ Lucky me , I guess . ”
                 Kai mumbled under their breath as they started following beside Bonnie . As whenever they were together , Kai walked at a slower pace just to stay by her side . It wasn ' t something that they did for everyone . Mostly because no one was as short as Bonnie was .
                 “ You ' re always distracting . That ' s just - ‘ Joshy ’ ? You just met him ?? You can ' t give him a nickname that fast , ”
                 Kai grumbled his last sentence as he shoved both his hands into his pockets . It was obvious jealousy . No point in hiding it now , hm ? But what he and Bonnie had was stronger than she and this new kid ... 
                 Kai , lost in thought , was jerked back into the moment at Bonnie ' s hand on theirs . Looking down at their hands then up at Joshua , a small laugh came from the other . Joshua , this so called cute kid , wasn ' t anywhere near Kai ' s type . Yes , male , beautiful eyes , tall , but seemed to tune the world out . No fun at all .
                 “ Seriously , Princess ? You thought he was / my / type ? Seems like an ass . ”
                 Kai usually had a filter when it came to new people , but Joshua was competition . There would be no filter . Nor would Kai hide anything . What would be the point in that ?
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-lqmon

@GH0ST1SMS /
            
                  Kai's fingers against her wait felt like little sparks that turned her face pink. Well, more pink than it was already being so close to them. Unlike most people, Kai was someone she trusted with all she was and that really said a lot. 
                  "   He's like you because he's handsome. But you're nicer than he is   .   "
                  Not knowing if that made any sense, she started to lead them back to Joshua, hoping that maybe he wanted to speak to her and meet her best friend. Because she just assumed that she had no chance with the cutie holding her waist, she just tried to crush on someone else in hopes that would help. 
                  With a swift motion, she released her friend and took a small step to the side so she wasn't all in their personal space, not wanting to be annoying in any way, shape, or form. Though as soon as the warmth of their touch was gone, she wanted it right back. 
                  "   I'm distracting you   ?   Of course I am Kai   .   Who else would be single with you   ?   Now let's go find Joshy   ~   !   "
                  Skipping in the direction Josh had gone, she expected Kai to follow. Bonnie had become really outgoing and more comfortable in her own skin after just a few months of being friends with Kai. The walls she'd built around her heart had come tumbling down and thanks to Kai and their friends, she was no longer being constantly bullied. 
                  "   I think he's there   !   "
                  Taking Kai's wrist, she started to pull him towards the burnet male who was only an inch taller than Kai and had beautiful brown eyes like milk chocolate. Even when they got there, Bonnie didn't let go of Kai's wrist, wanting to have something to keep her calm. Joshua didn't even bother looking at her though, just continued to pretend she wasn't there.
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tttomodachi

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                 When Kai looked at Bonnie , it was obvious that some thoughts intruded their mind . They were always good thoughts , nothing bad or ‘ unholy ’ as Sam put it . They always found her to be dressed in something comfy and neat , as if her fashion sense was always spot on from the moment she woke up . He looked at her in a way no one else was subject to : a way that made it seem like Kai was always there in the present with her , waiting on her to ask him for something . A loving look .
                 “ He ' s ... like me . ? Is that a slant - compliment - ? ”
                 A small , quiet chuckle escaped from Kai ' s throat as they gently nudged Bonnie with their elbow . Any touch that was given or recieved was more than appreciated ; every touch he and Bonnie shared was more than enough to keep the ebony haired boy happy .
                 “ Yeah , let ' s be single together ; is that a thing - ? ”
                 Letting Bonnie grab onto them , Kai ' s face shifted into a light half - smile . Inhaling and exhaling sharply , they resigned and let the small girl take lead . Almost completely losing track of why they came down in the first place , he shook his head and held Bonnie in place via tugging her back to him . 
                 “ Princess ... ? You ' re distracting me . Let ' s go talk to Joshua . I wanna meet him . Especially if you think he ' s cute . ”
                 It was a different side of Kai finally emerging . It was still playful , yes , but something about them seemed ... protective ? As if since the new boy was talking with their friend , Kai had to meet him . But it was deeper than that . Oh , and Kai had effectively placed one of his hands on Bonnie ' s waist . That was a win .
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