Lxcas.

Thank you so much for the follow sweetheart ❤️❤️❤️

Big lol. Went go the gym today, and was doing exercises and shit, suddenly my right arm ( the dominant one ) lost strenght and a 15kg weight fell right on top of my glasses/my nose lmao. Kinda lucky it wasn’t higher than it was, ( it was a little bit above my head ) my glasses didnt even bend, think i got lucky x)

Dudeeeee i have a job for the moment lol and i kimda hate it? I mean today i started a 1PM and finished at 7, cus they called me at 11 am for the job btw.
          And i hate my work hours. I start at 9am and finish at 5Pm. I HATE IT. I prefer a job where i start at 5am and finish at 1-2PM so i can at least have the rest of my day free. ( the hours i did at my first work )
          But now finishing at 5PM dudeee where’s my dayyyy? And i go to the gym btw ( since September ) and i have the habit to go at 2PM. I’ve heard lots of shit about my gym when its around 5 to 8Pm, its packed literally.
          Funfact : tuesday is one of my gym day so i intended to go, but life is like fuck you Lucas you got work.

In going to germany friday.
          I dont wannaaaaaa. Its for a concert ( sister forced me to) i dont mind the music but its not what i listen to.
          And dude im gonna sleep on a BUS, HOW WILL I SHOWER my sister didnt want to take an hotel room  she may be fine by not taking a shower but IM NOT i feel dirty if i dont have my shower.
          So friday night sleeping on a bus and saturday just right after the concert sleeping on the bus again for going back to france URGHHH

First time i went to the gym.
          For a first time i felt pretty good for what i’ve done, but eh almost threw up.

Someone accidentally cut my arm open today at work.
          T’was nice. I fainted ツ i really dont like looking at my blood. 

Just turned 19.
          Tbh i dont really understand the hype about birthdays.
          Havent celebrated mine since i was 11 lol

yo thanks for following, I really appreciate it

I hate working in this heat. Urgh and im going to eat out right after working. Cant even take a shower.
          Anyway there’s this granny, that bitch keep stealing my fan like girl? Im sweating bucket. The worst of it her machine didnt even work all the time while mine did and i was right just outside the thing. Imagine the heat.

First day at my first job. 
          I wanna kms. 
          Im stressed and anxious as hell, i feel my body is at war with my inside its crazy.