I have spent my time on here in endless confusion & heartache. I was left with far too much to bare all on my own shoulders. the weight of the silence & absence of the ones I held dearest nearly broke me. please know, I am human. I do happen upon feelings of anger & confusion & torment. I do fail to understand some things in life & that's all quite okay. I am trying. & I think that's what's really important.

I bare the weight so they don't have to.
I truly miss all of you. [ z. a. c. k. c. j. d. r. j. ]

do find me on [ @starrgazing ] as that is my main account as of 08.14.2014

lovely icon by @recklessrebellion-

[ also an old account that andrew and noah used to share with lynn ]