-m0onb0w-

When you put it that way, it does sound like a terrible idea lol. I also quit listening to my friends who showed clear biases, I also found out that the friends I talked to back then had asked my main group of friends about it (they were better friends than they were with me ig.), so I guess you were right about the sabotage. My apologies.
          	  
          	  And yeah, it’s kind of intriguing to know how someone from my past is doing now after so long without contact.
          	  
          	  Guess I don’t have early on-set Alzheimer’s lol.
          	  
          	  I’m down to talk then, and it’s still as hard to make me uncomfortable as it was back then, maybe less so? Something for myself to think about.

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          	  It is what it is (was).
          	  
          	  Confused depressed teens online in the pandemic, what could go wrong? Lol but yeah true. I stopped listening to the friends that acted like I could do no wrong and found people that would actually tell me what was wrong and better courses of action. I think it helped.
          	  
          	  I don't really know why I'm still replying, I guess it's almost fascinating to talk to someone from my past after so long. 
          	  
          	  Yes, Oct 25th. 
          	  
          	  It would be nice to at least talk occasionally, but I also don't wanna sound overbearing or demanding or accidentally make you uncomfortable. (If I ever do, whether we talk or not, please let me know) The friends that wouldn't like it have learned when to shut up (Jynx and Finn) or aren't in my life as much anymore. (I realized a lot of friends sucked.)
          	  
          	  Ahhh I don't know I keep replying. I mean, I also have nothing better to do. Thanks for kind words.

Nothing that can change the past now, I guess.
          	  I remember worrying a whole lot after I left. About what could happen.
          	  
          	  I feel like we were both toxic in our own ways and needed the time apart to grow out of that toxicity. I still felt like I needed to help as well.
          	  
          	  June 21st, and I think yours is October 25th, if not then 26th.
          	  
          	  While reconnecting does sound appealing to me, I don’t think your friends would like it much (at all). If you want to regardless, I’m okay with that. I’m here if you need to talk as well regardless of your choice. All of my media should be the same as well.
          	  
          	  I hope you continue to do well, and proof reading is lame anyways.