Edit; I ended up deleting it. The "spark" for writing for escape just disappeared. I dont really feel joy writing for it and I just feel like I keep writing the same thing over and over again. It's not the same as before wherein I can write more than 900 words without any problem in 1-3 days. Nowadays, I have to spend a good 20mins thinking of a sentence to match the chapter, situation and overall story without things becoming repetitive. I hope you all understand, I'm sorry.