I know, that, if I would have been in school today, I would cried as much as I did at home as I saw your message, S. And I know you four, S, Si, T and O, you were his whole family. We were his tribe, but you four his family. And I grew up with him, with him who never would fear anything to protect us.
And yet we had to let you go so you would be at peace. Cause now we were the ones who failed protect you. But no, it wasn't our fault. Not yours or Ses either. You got so badly hurt and still didn't complain, couldn't even move as you noticed her joining your side.
I hope you know that you will never be forgotten, you, as a true and old friend of ours. As the one who greeted us whenever we entered the room, who never did anything to us. You were such a beautiful soul my friend. And we all will cry about you, no matter how much time passes.
Yes, I'm crying while I write this. And for once I don't care if anyone sees me like this. So pathethic, crying about a dog that wasn't even mine. Yes, he wasn't. But he was a part of us all, of our family. And we all won't forget him, no matter what.
I'm seeing you rn, Se, how you lay there on your pillow and don't know to do. Neither do I. It seems like you really know what happened, that he will never come back. And yet you are the only one that can't cry about him.
I wish you a beautiful journey to the place you belong to, our dear friend and soulmate, roommate and adoptive son. Our beloved Strubbi, rest in piece.