you may not think how i self harm is fr, but i don't care. one night i was really ticked off and all this other crap that was giving me a hard time so as i was sitting in my room i saw a lead pencil that had run out of lead so i grabbed it and started scratching my wrist. i may not have bled, but i felt pain. though the pain actually felt amazing. i may not see a crimson river flow out of me, but i definitely feel relieved. tonight was that night.