natalia !

staring at my fics wanting to write them but knowing that they’d be shit quality if i did
          
          and it’s not like they’d be HORRIBLE but ive been trying to put myself and my writing to a higher standard. downside? less updates.
          
          so like could i be writing wicked little town? or hello sunshine? or starting line? or PARASITE EVE??? ABSOLUTELY, but they wouldn’t be as good as they could be with the storylines i wanna portray and what not 

a guy dumped a beer on my friends head and then her boyfriend started throwing hands and almost got chucked into the fire
          
          can finally say i witnessed my first fight but i was too busy holding my friend back to really pay attention 

i go to a kennedy hales biggest fan contest but im against mason hewitt & liam dunbar
          
          i go to a hazel greenwoods biggest fan contest but i’m against katherine pierce & elijah mikaelson
          
          i go to a sadie mccullough biggest fan contest but im against caroline forbes & enzo st. john 
          
          i go to faith auclair biggest fan context but im against jackson whitmore & stiles stilinski (they’re beating each other up to win)

i’m entering my stray kids era…i feel it…currently a han/felix stan but i watched a couple interviews and MINHO IS SEDUCING ME!!!!

NEW LIFELESS STARS CHAPTER WOOHOO
          https://www.wattpad.com/1491724943?utm_source=ios&utm_medium=postToProfile&utm_content=share_reading&wp_page=reading&wp_uname=-natalics

writing lifeless stars and SLOWBURNS ARE SO HARD WDYM NONE OF MY SHIPS HAPPEN UNTIL S3 & 4????
          
          HAZEL & ELENA I NEED YOU TODAY!!!!!
          
          like at LEAST sadie and mikey will hold me off until damon BUT GODDDDDDDD
          
          HELENAAAAA
          
          i’m so excited for katherine to meet hazel tho she’s gonna cause so many problems 

came back to wp and apparently it’s been shit all day??? are we good now??? am i safe??? are we safe??? 

I WROTE TODAY I CHEERED 

idk what’s wrong with me i’ve had no urge to write for months 

my ocs in a zombie apocalypse because i’m bored 
          
          doing like alllll my oc’s cause i can
          
          emilia blossom: final girl energy, probably makes it very far. however she probably sacrifices herself to save someone cause she has issues. 
          
          kennedy hale: ACTUALLY a final girl. she’s probably the smart one who somehow figures out a cure or something. very possible she IS the cure.
          
          iris mcknight: she makes it further than everyone thinks she would, probably gets bit and doesn’t realize due to adrenaline. when she realizes she has this very sad “you have to leave without me save your self” speech because she’s a GOOD character thru & thru so it sucks. 
          
          juliet sallow: shitting, crying, throwing up, living off adrenaline. only lives by sheer luck and because john b or jj keeps saving her ass
          
          willow madison: dies. probably early on too, juliet sees it and is traumatized.
          
          cordelia collins: probably lives. she’s not good at fighting & stuff but she’s smart and lays low. finds a safe place and manages
          
          sloane valet: lives. kicks ass. looks hot doing it.
          
          katherine valentine: kicks ass. VERY smart and handles it perfectly. still dies somehow in the most unjustifiable way.
          
          faith auclair: at first seems like the type to sacrifice everyone to save herself (probably DOES at some point). ultimately probably tries to sacrifice HERSELF for allison, but allison does it first and dies saving her<3
          
          hazel greenwood: she either is patient zero & the start of the apocalypse or she survives by sheer LUCK. crying, throwing up, shitting herself.
          
          sadie mccullough: same as hazel. probably napped through it or something.
          
          annie mikaelson: probably is the cure or is immune. lives but not without everyone dying around her to traumatize her.
          
          indigo henderson: handles it surprisingly well, at first. 50/50 survival.