nyx

Hey! From now on, I'll be following you from my second account, Nivaka. You don't need to follow that account back just keep following this one. I hope you're okay with that. Also, if you ever decide to unfollow, please let me know first instead of doing it without telling me.

Hiii

Oh, my love,
          I miss you so much it settles in my chest like a second heartbeat.
          Without you,
          everything feels hollow.
          Not broken.
          Just empty.
          Like a home after everyone has left,
          waiting for footsteps that never come.

Mwahhhh
          I’m okay 
          Tbh things seem like they’re falling apart, too much has been going on, but it’ll be okay soon ig

Haiii hru

hi guys, i'm back.
          to be honest, i don't really know what to say.
          
          when i left, i thought time away would help me find myself again. i thought maybe if i disappeared for a while, things would get a little easier to carry.
          
          they didn't.
          
          life has been hard lately. exams, responsibilities, and everything else have been piling up, and some days it feels like i'm just trying to survive the next hour. i've been keeping myself busy because when i stop, all the things i've been trying not to think about come rushing back. i wish i could come back and say i'm doing better.
          
          i'm not. but i'm trying.
          and right now, that's all i have.
          
          there were nights when i wanted to come back and say something, but i never knew how. i didn't want to return with sadness in my hands when everyone remembered me with a smile.
          still, i missed this place.
          
          i missed the conversations, the notifications, the familiar names, and the feeling that maybe i wasn't completely alone.
          
          thank you to everyone who thought of me while i was gone. you probably don't realize it, but knowing that someone remembered me helped more than you'll ever know.
          
          i don't know what happens next. i don't know if i'll be active every day, and i don't know when life will finally start feeling lighter.
          for now, i'm just here.
          
          still tired.
          still trying.
          still holding on.
          
          — nayxia

Hope ur well

goodbye, for now.
          
          i don't really know how to say this properly, so i'll just say it as it is.
          
          lately, i haven't been doing well mentally. everything feels heavier than it should, and i'm tired in ways sleep can't fix. i've tried to push through it, but right now i think i need time away.
          
          so i'll be leaving for a while.
          
          maybe a few months. maybe a year. i honestly don't know.
          
          please don't think i forgot about any of you. every comment, message, vote, and conversation meant more to me than you'll ever know.
          
          i just need some time to find myself again.
          
          maybe one day you'll see a notification from me and i'll be back, talking too much like i never left 
          
          until then, take care of yourselves. be kind to each other.
          
          and if you think of me sometimes, i hope it's with a smile.
          
          see you again, someday. 
          — nayxia

@-nayxia I hope you’ll be better….

@-nayxia kya hua khushi