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i promise i’ll post something at some point hopefully soon i just gotta like,,,, have the time and inspiration to do it

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haha I thought it had been a long time last time well I'm here again and I'm going by Miles now (and that's what I'm going by for the rest of forever too) and ahhhh I hate my writing from the past anyways I'm over one month on testosterone now and I went to a waterparks concert and Awsten held my pride flag so that's cool how are you (as in the four people who follow me)

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          Kinda random but sometimes lately I feel like i need to go back on antidepressants, but I’m scared to cause they were so shit last time. When I started them I got really bad and my self harming was more frequent and worse. And after that passed (which took a while) I was always hungry and tired and irritated. It was bad and I don’t want that again, but I need something. Anxiety meds even. I have a therapist but I go to her for gender issues and I worry that if I tell her things she’ll tell my mom which will stress my mom out then I’ll get stressed out and it all just goes downhill from there. I have no idea what I’m gonna do.

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I might write a little, might be Special, might be something else. That fic was fun when I started it but it’s just declining in quality and I’m less motivated so I might just scratch it and write something else, which will probably be shorter than I was planning for Special.