Hey um so... I know it’s been a while and I’m super sorry, you guys don’t know what’s going on in my life so your probably just mad because I haven’t updated like I said, stuff is going on and it’s really hard to even think about wanting to stay alive. I know that sounds crazy or weird but, things are hard right now for me at least and I just wanted to say I’m sorry. I’m so so sorry I’m not able to keep my promise of a chapter soon. I hope you all don’t hate me but I’m sorry and when and if I’m better I’ll try and post I don’t know what’s going on with me at this point, I’m so sorry.