-oceanxeyes-

I don't know if anyone on this account knows how much of a fan I was of One Direction for my childhood and into my freshman year of high school. God I'm still in shock of Liam's death. I don't know how to feel. I didn't stay up to date on all of One Direction members after I became more into Little Mix but I feel like a part of my childhood just died. On a unrelated note is it bad I cried over a celebrity's death someone who I've never met before? When I didn't cry still when my mom has been gone for a year and ten days now. 

Hi there! I was wondering if you'd like to roleplay mdlg or ddlg!

So today is my birthday, I'm 19 now, nothings changed so far. Except for the fact literally none of my high-school friends wished me a happy birthday only my family. Like is it bad that I want someone besides my family to do a birthday post for me? 

So since wattpad decided to be a asshole and delete private messaging. Here are my other socials if your interested in role-playing with me in the future. I will be keeping this account for writing since I really have some motivation for writing a story.
          Discord: _oceanxeyes_ 
          Tumblr: izars-starlight 
          Pintrest: justjadedixon 

@livlivlife17 Thank you!! I'm trying to do good; writing music and reading have become a great coping mechanism for me to use. 

Hey so this might be triggering to some but I don't really think it is that bad. 
          
          
          
          
          
          But I've been sh clean for a whole year! 1 year, 1 month, 9 days and 16 minutes! Despite losing my favorite person my best friend my mother 203 days ago on October 6th. I never even thought about sh, I'm so proud of myself, the only scab I have on my body right now is from when I accidentally scratched myself when I slept. 2022, 2021 and 2017 me would've never thought this was possible! Recovery and healing is possible! It wasn't easy for sure and maybe I still don't cope in the best ways but I've found something that worked! And I don't know if I'll relapse but I hope I won't. 

So since dms are being closed and deleted on here. If anyone was ever interested in role-playing with me in the future. Please ask me for my discord its the only other platform I roleplay on. 

Can someone please explain how the fuck is it universally okay for my 15 year old sister to have a boyfriend before me? And fucking rub it in by them cuddling on the upstairs couch in the main living room, with my fucking dog? What the absolute fuck? I am literally 18 and I've never even held hands with a guy or a girl. I'm literally bisexual ya figure that it would make me have more of a chance for love? Nah. I'm just alone. Like always. Whatever universal power is at work better have a fucking special person for me down the road because this is bullshit. I wasn't even allowed to think about dating at 15. 

Is anyone else's wattpad not giving them notifications?

Thanks for the follow. My dms are always open for roleplay or chatting.