-permets-tu-

Sup bois, I made a new account because this one sucks, so feel free to follow that if you want, it's @whydontihaveapenis (long story, and if the link doesn't work, it's in my bio) so yeah. I probably won't be on this account at all anymore unless I'm just doing a quick check-in on stuff.

howsoonisn0w

Do yall know @TheSuicideDolls

howsoonisn0w

Wait omg jesus christ why can you go on wattpad etc now? Dm me on insta? 
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urasunflowerdarling

To answer you both @-permets-tu- @suicidekids practically that night when I texted Claire was the last text I sent to anyone before I tried to over dose and I was in the hospital anyways I’m fine now I’m just bored and really really grounded forever 
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-permets-tu-

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Yuh yeet, I think I'm delirious, but I have nothing better to do
          
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          If there are any fandoms y'all are in that I might be in too (other than what I used to write about) that you want me to write about (if y'all even read my shit) and I'll write something until my insomnia gives up and I can sleep 

urasunflowerdarling

@-permets-tu- tbh it’s like the whole fandom is like me being very sarcastic and annoying x 38628274 
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-permets-tu-

@TheSuicideDolls I agree. I'm honestly glad I'm not really in that fandom anymore
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urasunflowerdarling

@-permets-tu-  I mean yeah but same with WATERPARKS sooooo.... 
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-permets-tu-

Hey y'all. So I know it's the only actual story I have posted right now but I'm probably going to delete Spite. It's an okay story, I guess, but recently something happened that made me feel pretty shitty and that story is just a reminder of something that I'm trying to forget so, I'm sorry but I don't know if I want that to be public anymore

urasunflowerdarling

Listen, do you hear my heart beat thump over the monitors?
          You pretend to close your eyes
          Don't breathe in
          Pieces of candy and leaks of light (leaks of light)
          Paint the floor 'round me
          Then without hesitating (hesitating)
          You took my hand and then we both started running
          Both started running
          There's no place to go
          Another bullet and we both started running
          Both started running too
          Save yourself, don't ever look back
          Nowhere to go and so we both spin around in circles
          Creeping through these labyrinths I find
          Another dead end to the weekend
          But is this real life?
          Paper hearts turned ash begin to fly
          Over our heads I begin
          Screaming while the exit signs read heaven's waiting
          You took my hand and then we both started running
          Both started running
          There's no place to go
          Another bullet and we both started running
          Both started running too
          Save yourself don't ever look back
          Nowhere to go and so and we both spin around in circles, oh
          And I said, hey, what's on your mind?
          I think about my life without you and I start to cry
          And I said, hey, it's alright
          We'll make it
          I love you and I'll never leave your side
          Oh
          You took my hand and then we both started running
          Both started running
          There's no place to go
          Another bullet and we both started running
          Both started running too
          Save yourself don't ever look back
          Nowhere to go and so we both spin around in circles, circles
          Oh let's go
          Circles