Ashton/Solar

yo

< my cat 3 (the sweetest and most adorable thing ever)

what do people honestly still follow me for? nobody ever reads or comments on what i post so this account is pretty much useless now.

11:33
          
          Changed my username lol

11:15
          
          WHY DID I FEEL GENUINELY HAPPY TODAY???
          WHAT IS THIS FEELING???

10:14
          
          i was thinking today and i realized how much i really have been through and how fucked up i really am. like damn i’m more mentally messed up than i thought i was

9:59
          
          guess who’s being forced into therapy

2:07
          
          and right now is the moment i realize that it was all my fault. what happened a year ago was all my fault and it could’ve been prevented if i would’ve just answered the phone that one time and listened. but the one time she needed me i wasn’t there. she could still be here if it wasn’t for me.

10:26
          
          i cried today while thinking about banana fish
          that shit is so fucking depressing but the best thing i’ve ever watched at the same time

8:17
          
          I wish I had someone to vent to.
          I need it a lot right now.