-prettymelancholic-

Like when I used to solve math problems it was like "yeah.... yeah, yeah........ next............." it wasn't rewarding at all

After being good at school and classes and whatever turned into a survival mechanism I lost the passion I had I think SO I WILL REGAIN IT!! I WILL CONQUER IT!!!!! 

I hate men who go "aww I can teach you" when I say I don't like math. I am good at math I just dont wanna fucking do it anymore it doesn't give me enough dopamine

I've already lost myself and now, I can only exist in fragments in this world. Fragments of a whole. Shattered glass statues displayed, lonely and pitiful. I won't forget myself just to spare my own feelings. We'll always have to face what's ahead, I'll hold the hands reaching for mine.

Sometimes this sharp tongue of mine can't help but be cruel, but I know it's just instinct, it's needed, reality is always needed, the truth will always be more important than any and all feelings. Delusion will only dull your strengths ans make you forget exactly what you're capable of

You love me and you say I am kind, and I know I am kind because you told me so, I know it because you tell me so

MEN, if your girl is:
            >staring blankly as she completes a repetitive task
            >smiling without mirth in her eyes
            >speaks with a deadpan tone
            >loses flow of conversation a lot
            >doesn't get as excited as she used to
            >struggles to remember anecdotes and personal information
            That's NOT your girl that's THE AUTOMATED SYSTEM GUIDING YOUR GIRL

Not where you want to be? DISSOCIATE
            Not with who you want to be with? DISSOCIATE
            Not able to do something you wanna do? DISSOCIATE
            Not someone you want to be? DISSOCIATE

There is abaolutely NO problem that you can't fix if you master the art of DISSOCIATING SO HARD NONE OF IT FEELS REAL

@nobodiesafterdeath İYİ. İZLERİM. KENDİ BAŞIMA. YALNIZ.

@-prettymelancholic- İLK SEN Bİ İZLE DE????

I hate having to explain very obvious things to men

If you're going to cry and whine at least have a fucking purpose to cry and whine about, because I'd respect that

"Toxic masculinity is making men lonely" no it's specifically their constant whining and aimless demeanor that makes them lonely. Who are you, dude? In each and every step you take what is it that you truly want and stand for? When I look at you what am I supposed to see, what am I supposed to acknowledge?

You know that I can't blush, right

Sometimes I look back and think about how easy things would've been for so many people if they just listened to me

It feeds your ego at least, mine should never be fed though

It's *sort of* corny......... I should've watched this show before honestly at least it keeps the mind busy

Well there's always silver lining. Associating with me never ends well for people. You were spared from that

I wish I paid more attention to you but I couldn't risk even more isolation. I'm sorry. You and I both needed friends and I might have messed it up.

I should be remembering your last name, not theirs. How terrible

For some odd reason I'm more honest than the people I don't trust which makes me feel somewhat better about myself

Now that I type that out, the people who exhaust and drain me are more or less the same people I have on my "DO NOT TRUST AND ALWAYS ASSUME THEY'RE LYING" list

What's up with people constantly asking me how to get closer to me or have me trust them more. It always happens and it's like.....maybe be consistent or rational in your behavior so that you don't give off the impression that I have to spend braincells to be ready for your each possible response to something