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I missed your birthday, I know. I didn’t have the heart to come back online on your birthday so sorry for never sending a happy birthday message to you... happy belated birthday? & god the 2nd anniversary of your passing is so close... I’m sorry I couldn’t save you, but I hope you’re happier in heaven. the funny thing is, I’m sure if you were still alive we’d have drifted apart, but since you just — you’ve been engrained into my head & I probably won’t ever forget you. I’ve gotten better, I don’t think about you every day & I guess that’s a sign that I’m finally healing but I still miss you. I wish I could’ve done something. I wish I knew where you were buried. I wish I could pay my respects. I wish I could put flowers on your grave but I can’t. I don’t know where you are. it’s funny how your online presence impacted me so much, many would say that I’m being dramatic over someone who I never met irl but back then & even now, some of my best friends are people I’ve never been able to physically see or hold. & maybe that’s part of the overwhelming sadness I feel sometimes when I think of you... I never had the chance to actually hug you or be with you to make you feel better. you were like a sister to me & although so much has changed, you changed my life in so many ways, both good & bad. I’ve rambled for far too long, I’m not sure I’ll be back for your anniversary — it might be too much for me to handle. just know, if you’re seeing this from among the angels (I’ll never stop making these puns), I love you. I love you so much & I hope you’re doing well,
          
          — love, lance (to you, known as lays)
          — 10.5.20 ,, 02.01 a.m.

Also i know pretty late again this year but happy belated birthday once again... I'm surprised no one said anything for your birthday this year.. But life is just been hard for everyone this year but happy late birthday!!! ❤❤❤❤

Hey Angel! It's been awhile since anyone has visited your board so I decided to come say hi. You're probably tired of me commenting on your wall by now but I just thought of you a lot lately. 
          Please excuse my horrible wording and grammar lol 
          
          But I hope everything is alright up there... I still wish I could have met you but maybe we didn't meet for a reason yk? But anyways I love you ❤
          
          Fly high Angel♡

Hey Angel, How are you so far? I bet you are feeling better and better everyday up there. I just wanna say that, we all missed you so much, it feels so lonely here in without you. We hope that you are happy up there, smiling without feeling any pain anymore. We love you Angel, and we always will. Take care of yourself up there as well ^^

I miss you like you couldn’t believe— I’m trying so hard to keep moving but it’s getting hard, Angel— my heart isn’t in this... I feel like my life is slowly unraveling like thread from a sweater & soon it’ll just all come undone. How’s it up in heaven? Is there even a heaven? Do you miss me? I bet you’re happier wherever you are, I hope you are— ❤️

Ah Angel Its been some time! I hope all is well it is now 2020...Another year of u being gone unfortunately but at least your in a better place now remember that we love u and we hope to u again one day 
          ~ Thalia ❤ 
          February 11, 2020 
          2:45 AM 

Hey Angel long time no see 
          I hope everything's alright and what not 
          But I don't really have much time to write this but I thought of u! Soo I just wrote on your board love ya 
          
          Fly high beautiful! ❤
          
          ~Thalia ♡
          
          

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Hey Angel! Happy belated birthday! 
          
          I hope your doing okay and your in a better place we all really miss u and hope to see u one day whenever the time comes-
          
          Fly high love :) 

happy birthday — <3