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I can't count all the tears I cried, so many sleepless nights
Watch all of my idols die, right in front of my eyes
She asked why my heart so cold, and I just can't even lie
I think that I'm better off, without you with me tonight
Better off alone, 'cause I won't take you where I live
You come in my life, just to go like the rest did
Why the fuck does God keep testing me?
Put my heart to bed, let it rest in peace, yeah