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20...years
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Have been gone already
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Empty...forever
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Am I always gonna feel empty forever?
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Tell me...how to forget?
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What if I made a book to my Journaling??
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That's stupid, I'm contradicting my self, ten minutes ago I was complaining about memories and how can we forget...(:
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To commit, and making memories?
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In an imaginary case...what if I studied engendering instead of physiotherapy?
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Just imagine that!, my heart is beating
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And then study programming
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Chemical engineering?
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Reading a book??
-No
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I'm not in the mood
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What was the last sentence you wanted to tell me?):
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O don't want to do anything except drinking my coffee and listening to my music
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Or...what about cup of coffee??
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That's f** stupid, I need to sleep
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Can I speak English in this moment coz it's easier to talk about my feelings?
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The realty becomes more and more worser
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Am I Want to grow up??
-absolutely, definitely...no
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Like, there is a huge difference between me as a teenager and me right now, actually I'm still teenager but like, I'll become 20 nearly
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نقطة الصفر...بكرهها، حاسة بكره كبير اتجاه كثير شغلات، اتجاه الجامعة، اتجاه الحياة، اتجاه الصراعات والانتكاسات،اتجاه التشتت والضياع بين ما كان وبين ما سيكون
نفسي اصيح؛-؛
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راح تضل تيجيك...كل مرة
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زمان عن حالة الاكتئاب هاي...هو المفروض الواحد يترك التلفون في حالات الحزن والاكتئاب بس انا قاعدة بزيد سوء الوضع وانا قاعدة براجع بالذكريات
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قاعدة برجع لنقطة الصفر؟