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guys how am i supposed to get a job if every job requires previous job experience like bruh
          literally no one wants to hire me 
          im actually gonna cry 
          why is it so hard ?? what am i doing wrong

opened tiktok forgetting it’s banned 

i genuinely am so worn out, all my day consists of is go to school eating and sleeping …
          i end up sleeping the whole day and leave everything for last minute early in the morning 

guys might die chem is eating me alive and my school won’t cancel school 

omg this might seem so dumb but you guys know abt shifting right? last night i was having trouble sleeping so i decide to try it out, and i only did bc i saw this method come up on my fyp. mind u i didn’t rlly believe in it anymore or rlly have much faith that it would actually work bc like i rmb years ago i tried it and it never worked so i gave up and never tried it since yk. i genuinely thought ppl were js making stuff up, but when i was doing it tell me why it lwk worked… like i swear. i was twitching and i don’t have a mind where u can easily invasion images in my head/mind but i swear i saw stuff (i was probably getting possessed..) (does that make sense? like idk how to explain it other than im not creative, its hard for me too rlly focus on stuff, etc etc yk..?) but idk it was coolish. AND NO I AM NOT SCHIZOPHRENIC. but idk if i was js tweaking (not literally like how i mentioned bf (i hate how we can’t use emojis here UGH.)) or if shifting is an actual real thing. 

i think i’m going to die ,’i cannot stay in school for much longer 

completely skipped school today (first day back since winter break) bc it’s literally abt to be the weekend.. and i could js read ffs instead .
          

i actually die every time i think of school 

pls recommend me some good cedric, theo nott, minho (maze runner), harry potter, regulus, and sirius ffs

umm hey! long time no see .. . i’m back frl this time (i say this every five months ) but it feels so good to be here . i’m getting back into reading fanfics and allat