Catkingoliver

I just wanna be happy! But I guess thats too much to ask for! Is it so selfish to just want ONE FUCKING PERSON TO FAVORITE YOU? BECAUSE YOUR BIOKOGICAL FAMILY LEFT YOU TO FUCKING DIE UNTILL YOUR GREAT MOTHER SHOWED UP THEN FUCKING ABBANDONS YOU AND FOSTER FAMILY PREFERS YOUR BROTHER EVEN THOUGH HE HAS A HORRBLE TEMPER AND FUCKING BEATS THE SHIT OUT OF YOU ALMOST DAILY? 
          
          ...atleast dustins a sweetheart but I don't know how much longer the guy can last
          
          
          But no...she needs to be loved and cared for even though she's treated people horribly. 
          
          I dont care if you can see this
          
          I dont even care if im being toxic...its not like I can force anything onto him. I'm allowed to be upset but I will just let it out like this and then keep it to myself because I domt want to hurt him or her. Even though shes hurt me and my friends and him more than once. 
          
          I hate you so much, nothing will fix this

M gwonna swing..I dwon fweel gwood
          
          I wan ato...I wanna hwug ato
          
          Tey te bwes fwien..

I wanna hang myelf. Ive never felt so embarrassed 

Sleeping is a nightmare

@WritingMushroom pero yo no hablo mucho espanol - last time i spoke spanish i was 3
          

@WritingMushroom sal-
          I literally told you he was Latino like 4827737382 times-
          Y'all don't listen
          I said it on call too-

@WritingMushroom is it cause i accidebtally said the n slur in 4th grade? In my defense someone lied to me that its what you refer to people from Nigeria- i now know 1. What it means 2. That the word for it is nigerians and not ...that word 

@WritingMushroom why?

@WritingMushroom i mean- im pale but im full latino. My whole biological family is latino and my bio dads chocolate

I need sleep