Theodosia(Theo)

I just realized you changed your name...

Hi hi hi what's up I'm back
          
          Anyway, ever feel like really shitty and then you talk to someone about it and that person is like really important in your life, and then they start to think it's their fault but you're trying to assure them it's actually YOUR fault bc you put those thoughts in your head??? And then you have this long discussion talking about how hard it is to open up and then you finally feel like you're getting to know them better, and you thought you didn't know then that well because you just weren't a good person???
          
          Well uh yeah, that happened and now I feel much better. And plus, my friend is back in school and they're the best and I love them.
          
          Ok bye now
          -Tris

Hey, everyone, this is really important.
          
          Under unfortunate circumstances, I cannot make any thing positive as much as I used to. I recently was told (around 20-30 minutes ago) that one of my best friends has been hospitalized (for reasons I will not share). I was told with another friend while on video call, and was told that they were going to be okay. This has become very very hard on me and I cannot express how devastated I feel. This is overwhelming to undertake, but I cannot update anything as I will take this week or so to take off, like a vacation. If you're even reading this, please don't worry, unless you don't care, which is fine too. Just under stand I cannot update. I'll need a lot of mental health time to process this all.
          
          Thank you.
          -Tristan

I wanna dye my hair blue n green n shit like that, and I obviously told my friends. My boyfriend and my friend (which are total, lovable idiots) have this subtle agreement that blue hair is the hottest shit ever. And since they're idiots, they're also doing No Nut November. So I've decided I want to dye my hair in the middle of November. They sincerely do not want me to do it in November, but my spite and glory can't be contained. I shall make them fail severely.

"Something as gorgeous as you should not do something to risk your beautiful life. I love you and you're mine, so open your trust and let me show you what you mean to me sunshine."
          
          Good afternoon everyone!! Look at me, shit posting like usual. Haha
          
          I'm trying to update as much as I can, and I will!
          Much love,
                           Tristan 

Does anyone know what it's like to be single, and can someone tell me so I don't assume everyone is happy with their life like I am now that I'm NOT single?? It would be lovely to know from you guys, please and thank.

I'm nothing special, in fact, I'm a bit of a bore.
          When I tell a joke, you've probably heard it before.
          ... But I have a talent, a wonderful thing.
          'Cause everyone listens when I start to sing,
          I'm so grateful and proud."
          -ABBA "Thank You For The Music"
          
          Have a lovely day everyone!! P.S. There's like 11 days til my birthday and I'm super stoked!! I might be getting a ukulele.
          
          Have a swell night!!
          ~Tristan 

"Be happy in the moment, that's enough. Each moment is all we need, not more." -Mother Teresa
          
          Happy Halloween! I'm not feeling too good (yet again, mental health issues are really getting to me this week) so I just want to send everyone love and appreciation. ❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤
          
          ~Tris

"Life is unpredictable,
          It changes with the seasons,
          Even your coldest winter,
          Happens for the best of reasons,
          And though it feels eternal,
          Like all you'll ever do is freeze,
          I promise spring is coming,
          And with it, brand new leaves."
          -e.h
          
          This is more or so an, "it gets better" quote for me, but if you feel depressed, sad, any type of "my world keeps getting darker and I can't make it stop", read a nice quote, talk to a friend or family member, talk about yourself and how you feel, anything to make the feeling go away.
          
          Now go make your day brighter and brighter.
          ~Tris 

"I will breathe. I will think of solutions. I will not let my worry control me. I will not let my stress level break me. I will simply breathe. And it will be okay. Because I don't quit."
          -Shayne McClendon
          
          Have a lovely day. I'm feeling a bit depressed today but hopefully everyone else feels much better than I do today! Like my mother once said, go forth and prosper!
          ~Tristan