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OMG HI

how's your life ༎ຶ⁠‿⁠༎ຶ

I've missed everyone on this app TT
          FK i don't think i can open this app one more time now-
          
          I'm sorry for destroying this 
          I couldn't bring myself to do this 
          I'm scared- 
          sorry

umm idk how to do this 
          so um I've been dead 
          no excuses just more trauma 
          I'm really really sorry for what i did to y'all
          like really sorry
          okay um just so i got my personal phone in like March and then um started talking to dis guy in my class and he became my guy bff until ofc it didn't go well he went and told the superrr popular group about me being bisexual
          life is hell :)
          then um i just keep feeling guilty for all of this and starting a chain reaction of SH too
          Like my friends saw them and then two-three weeks later they did it...
          i feel so fucking terrible and i really want to die but how and when (there's no privacy dood-)
          I've missed y'all like everytime something happened i was like I'm gonna share this with them then I'll remember this and start feeling guilty and just do nothing cuz idk i couldn't do it 
          i feel like you all wouldn't wanna talk now that yk i kind of just went 
          Ik u don't wanna talk but okay i just ༎ຶ⁠‿⁠༎ຶ idk man
          I'm alive rn that's all i wanted to say༎ຶ⁠‿⁠༎ຶ

Ew ⬇️ i was weird pls ignore
          

crossing out the good years 

HELLO?

BRO IT'S BEEN A YEAR AND I REMEMBER I USED TO BE SO HAPPY IF A BOY FOLLOWED ME HERE???!?? LIKE WHAT WAS I ON

ntmy ᕙ(⇀‸↼‶)ᕗ

I'm shy ;-;