hi guys, so I'm not dead (surprisingly) but the last months have been very challenging — I struggle a lot with anxiety, stress and ed during school time, and junior year really stressed me to the limit.
I really enjoyed the idea of writing a Criminal Minds fanfiction, and I really loved my baby Cassandra and all the backstory I had built for her, but I understood that I didn't have the time and the strength to put myself in the position of writing a whole book — English isn't even my first language, so writing a single chapter is really tiring and frustrating, because a lot of times I don't express well what I want to say, and that's frustrating.
Also, Google Docs deleted every single file I had written, so the file of the fanfiction is gone too and with that, every single idea for the plot of the book I wrote down in that file. Unfortunately, I forgot a lot of the ideas I had for the fanfiction.
Maybe one day I'll come back and start over, because I really loved Cassandra and Spencer together, but that day isn't very close.
with love,
Ade
