S.

so things didn’t work out the way i thought they would. i’m back to square one. going to turn 25 in a few months, and i feel more lost than when i was 18. adulting is tough. humbles you in insane ways. but i’m grateful for all i’ve learnt, for the way i’ve stood up for myself, and took charge of my happiness. i know i have better things coming. i’m praying for better things to come. i’m sure they will. 

Lights camera bitch smile even when you wanna die

Cuz im a real tough kid i can handle my shit 

happy bday but make it awfully tragic <3

my mom asked me to leave my job if it’s been too tiring, funny how my reply was “it’s the only thing keeping me sane” LOL

need an oscar for how performative ive been lately lol

dying inside more w each passing day

Fake it till u make it

things are changing, v much against my will, but they are. i can only hope they’ll bring warmth and positivity. 

slow burn but it’s me & my life